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Carson Metcalfe Poem
Last night I wept
And as I cried
My sadness crept
Smiles denied
I know not
For which I weep
My mind shot
Secrets to keep
I have a guess
For what I cry
My mind a mess
Still I try
At last I know I weep for me
And everything I used to be
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She
The word traps me
It crawls under my skin
And suffocates my mind
She
The word cries with me
It steals my confidence
And takes my will
She
The word is not me
It’s known with a different heart
Called to a different mind
She
The word they call
The one they know
But she will never be me
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Being with you is overwhelming for
You are so much more than I am
You fill my thoughts and spill out my heart
For you are too much
You are so much more than I am
Because you are a god I dream not to hold
For you are too much
For a mortal like me
Because you are a god I dream not to hold
Because your beauty is too unearthly
For a mortal like me
And I love you so much more than I should
Because your beauty is too unearthly
You hold thousands of suns in your hands
And I love you more than I should
For you may burn me without intention
You hold a thousand suns in your hands
And I should not get close the moon within your eyes
For you may burn me without intention
And you can control the oceans and tide
And I should not get close to the moon within your eyes
Because the moon controls the raging water
And you can control the oceans and tide
And you may drown me without intention
Because the moon controls the raging water
And I cannot get to close
And you may drown me without intention
I love you so much more than I should
Copyright © Carson Metcalfe | Year Posted 2022
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Ballerinas love to dance
Swimmers love to swim
Hypnotists love a trance
Lights love to dim
My brain hurts loves to scream
My heart loves to break
My thoughts love to scheme
My hands love to shake
My fingers love to tear
All across my skin
It’s a pain I can wear
Should I do a spin
My tears act like acid
They love to burn across my face
A still mind, just being placid
A distant longing for my place
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I’m fine I say
As my breathing speeds up
I don’t care I repeat
As the tears start to fall
These words I say
These little lies
Won’t calm the rain brewing in my eyes
It’s okay I whisper
In the dead of night
Just calm down
I say while my mind weeps
These words I say
These little lies
Won't work on me despite the tries
My mind won’t listen
When I say I’m fine
That’s because my mind won’t lie
My brain won’t agree
That I’m okay
That’s because my brain remembers the day
So I’ll say I'm fine
I’ll lie I’m okay
Because I know these little lies
Are here to stay
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It’s when your vision goes white
And you can’t see right
It’s so scary to feel
So here’s the deal
Focus on the trees
Or the ache in your knees
Or the cold on your cheeks
That will linger for weeks
Because when my eyes can’t see
Where I seem to be
My mind goes dark from the light
How ironic for a world so bright
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Carson Metcalfe Poem
Dead men tell no tales
Yet the skulls like to move
Dreaded words get whispered
As they long to prove
Dead men tell no tales
Yet they haunt the living
Muttering their secrets
And never forgiving
Dead men tell my secrets
As they testify against me
Irrefutable evidence
To never let me be free
Dead men tell no tales
I claim to the jury
You would use the words of a skull
To willingly condemn me
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Hidden flashlights
And hushed voices
Open windows
Scared of small noises
Sitting on rooftops
Not to leave but to stay
Grounding myself
So my mind isn’t in the way
My body shaking
Ridden with cold
Refusing to go in
The feeling never gets old
Finally returning
To a warm waiting place
It seems so different
From my cold safe space
Huddled under blankets
Hidden in extreme measures
But they can never take away
My small simple pleasures
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It’s such a shame
My skin bleeds red
I don’t like the color
Can it be green instead
Green like the thorns
That protect petty flowers
Can they protect me
For just a few hours
When I’m at my weakest
And in need of protection
To stay by my side
Throughout my dissection
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Just maybe
Maybe I can understand
Why you say these things
Is it to flood my mind
To bring me tears
To stress me out
To cause me pain
To make me ashamed
Of who I am today
Or to make who I am
Simply go away
Why else would you say
That you’re grieving me
I’m still by your side
I’m still here
I’m still me
I haven’t left
And I’m not planning on leaving
So why
Why would you say that you grieve me
When all I want to do
Is be who I’m meant to be
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