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Seawreck San Poem
Walking down the road with all the people of my age
Makes me feel like a stranger at this hell of a place
I try to fasten my pace, so I could spare a minute or two of this disgrace
I don't look back I stride till I'm out of their gaze
my eyes on concrete road, my hands on my bag strap
my gaze so unshaken by any mistake of passerby
People shouting at me as I became the reason for their small slip and slide
I don't listen, I don't stop, I stride till I'm out of their sight, out of their mind
They will curse at me saying 'what a mistake in this world is this girl'
I try to hold my tears as it finally sets in me, it could have been my last day at this hell of a place
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Seawreck San Poem
My child
-Seawreck
My lover my admirer would you be fine without me, you seem so dependent on me would you be fine if I suddenly leave one day
You won't understand why I left, but if you did would my action justify
It must be sad to lose a partner would it be sadder for you, or would you not feel anything at lot
Both are the possibility I see but why I wish that you won't be affected by my leave
And suddenly the need to cry sprung on me
As it finally sits that my little friend my little child would be all alone without me
Please don't spend your every waking moment on my shadow, don't follow me from room to room from hour to hour don't be so attached to me
we are different species please learn to live without me don't feel sick if you miss me remember that I will be missing your little feet more
The partition of you and me is little farther down the road maybe a month or so
Please learn to hate me or despise me like a normal cat
Please be ignorant of my presence please don't be the receiver of my affection please don't look me with those eyes like I'm your whole world
Cause trust me when I say this if I could I would take you with me but sadly I can't and sadly you wouldn't want to leave
so let's just live off of the memories we had together and when I come back in future lets just adore each other
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Seawreck San Poem
Working everyday of this weekend my bones in my ankle hurts to heart despair
my brain still full from all the crap I gathered roaming here and there
Coffee stain in my sleeves, my brain still blood thirsty feeling light headed as I stand every time
starving myself to look right, sorry my body for treating you like this
Another call for my composure my boss tells me to correct my posture
How much I hope I can correct my whole life from starting to end as this is just a result of series of bad decision from my side
Life is just a test you give out with no answer whether you did right or wrong
its just much later in life when you find your decision true light
Hope it does not scare you little child but that's how much I hate my life to put in words and make it real for you to sigh
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Seawreck San Poem
My winter child, one of a kind
Full of warmth and full of light
You got the face of your father
Eyes of an angel
You look like your mother
hope you got heart of your father, strong and simple
But if you got my heart baby, I'm sorry it'll be hard life
so be brave and be kind not like your mother child, who shakes every time the branches hit the windows sight
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Party of these two always walk by my doorstep
They always hold hand and talk whatever nonsense
I always see them in sync, theirs mind and body seem the same to me
As if they are single light seeming to be two from far away
And if they catch me staring at them they always remember to greet me someway
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