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Kyler Wortman Poem
these feelings
they make me feel distant from all that I am
I don't want love, I just want to care
These feelings, I wish they could be gone forever
I wish I could just get myself back together
As I lie there, falling down,
I ask myself
Can I ever even care?
As I'm breaking apart,
I ask myself
Do I even care?
I haven't a clue where I am,
Where I should be.
All I know is that it isn't here.
They'll only look for me when I'm gone
But I get it, I get it
Just another sad soul that they pretend to care about
why is he only missed when he is gone?
another man with nothing left to gain
Nothing more than a product of all his pain
Maybe he's just crazy
Tripping over something on the daily
Drifting in and out of time
Tossing and turning
This must be hell
Tripping over his own feet
Falling deeper
Drifting further away
No one reaches out towards his shaky hands
They don't wanna deal with it
But it's okay
Cause I don't think I wanna deal with it
In my own grave I think I'll stay
But don't be so scared
Of the depths of my hell
Loneliness, it fits me all too well
Melting into her arms, I know I cannot escape
Now I'm face down
Face down again
It's been so long
Since I've ever even cared
Face down until the end
I don't think I'll ever even care.
Copyright © Kyler Wortman | Year Posted 2020
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I stood there in the black of night
My gaze cast towards the sky;
O'glorious luna, so beautiful you were this Halloween
I stood there
paralyzed,
enchanted
My memories paint a cautionary tale;
one forever stained in blood
Beneath luna's pale glow, we met as vampires do
Both alive in our coffins
Feasting in the dead of night,
your eyes gleaming with trickery
I'd begun to experience the depths of your cruelty, and I saw it so vividly; flashing before me all at once.
I'd finally snapped; my sanity was under abduction
After everything we'd been through, the person I saw before me was so foreign to me, so alien..
I swore that you would change again
All I wanted from you was a friend
but you just watched me
diabolical voices echo in my ears
whispering sweet nothings
stings upon my heart
Copyright © Kyler Wortman | Year Posted 2020
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your slender fingers
thrust forward
to unite with mine
as sparks began to fly; scattered to the wind
as we stand there
both of us
so vulnerable
so afraid
yet, there is no hesitation
as I open my heart
and you do the same
For the first time..
In such a long time..
I'm able to gaze into another's eyes
without being ashamed of my own
Copyright © Kyler Wortman | Year Posted 2020
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As the end comes to all
It couldn't be anyone but you lying next to me
And while the world caves in, so to does my chest
Our palms drenched in sweat, hastily locked together;
Our shaky hands
The panic is coming on strong now;
I can see it in your eyes
Glistening like stained glass
I see the waves begin to crash down
Until the end, I'll lay over you
Until the waves cause my back to crumble
And I fall apart
As I always do
Copyright © Kyler Wortman | Year Posted 2020
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