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Melody Wild Poem
This year has had a lot of ups and downs,
Which in some cases I’ve had to stand my grounds,
I’ve unfortunately also had a lot of break downs,
And also had plenty of break outs,
I honestly don’t know how I’ve pulled through,
Must be everyone giving me a good old talking to,
It must be long overdue,
So I would like to say a massive Thankyou ,
I’ve been through hell and back,
But finally I’ve pulled through and back on track,
I appreciate everyone giving me positive feed back,
But I no in the back of my mind I’ll always have a flash back,
I’m growing stronger everyday,
And I’m meeting life halfway,
I’m going to Fight this battle all the way,
I no one day I’ll be able to say I’m doing ok.
Copyright © Melody Wild | Year Posted 2019
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Melody Wild Poem
Life is hard and sometimes overwhelming,
Sometimes my life seems so depressing,
I’ve been dragged down to rock bottom,
Which seems all I do is keep on stressing,
I’ve through hell and back,
But somehow I found the strength to comeback,
But now I know my confidence if finally bouncing back,
It’s just a shame I now suffer from panic attacks,
I feel so numb inside,
I just want to run away to the seaside,
But I fear and get very terrified,
I just feel I want to hide,
I smile and laugh,
But no one understands half of it,
I just can’t seem to discuss it,
Instead all I do is run away from it,
The support and love I have off everyone,
Is just so overwhelming,
I just hope and pray one day I can win this fight,
I just hope one day I will be able to finally see the light,
I’m finally able to speak out,
And hope for a positive turn out,
But I no there will always be doubt,
I’m trying my hardest to not thrash out,
My life may be a rollercoaster,
But I feel my goals are getting closer,
My future is looking bright,
I no everything will be alright.
Copyright © Melody Wild | Year Posted 2019
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Melody Wild Poem
Today I stand tall and proud,
I had no confidence a few months ago,
I couldn’t even turn round and say NO!,
My self esteem was defiantly a no show,
But now I can tell you I have defiantly seen myself grow,
Life has been hard and some times overwhelming,
I’d like to thank you all for being ever so caring,
I remember I used to just sit there and start staring,
But I can defiantly see a change as Its helped me in my volunteering,
I feel so calm and relaxed,
I’ve had such amazing feedback,
I am so much better within myself as I now no longer have panic attacks,
I’m finally able to say I am now back on track,
Today I stand tall and proud,
And feel like I am on cloud nine,
I’m finally able to now shine,
I can now actually say to everyone I am fine
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Melody Wild Poem
Proud moment,
I am so proud of myself for how far I’ve come,
I now have no feelings of being so numb,
I am very great full for the person I have become,
I’m finally able to not actually call myself dumb,
Things in life seems so much better,
Especially being able to write my feelings down in a letter,
I’m so glad I’ve been able to get myself and my life back together,
But hey I’m still allowed to have a moan at the cold weather ,
Everyone’s support has been amazing,
And I appreciate everyone listening to what I’m saying,
I’m glad I now don’t have to keep explaining,
So that my life can go in the right direction of changing,
So here I stand a true little fighter,
And my future looking ever so brighter,
I now no longer feel like an outsider,
Because I am now a lot wiser,
My life is now where I want it to be,
Finally able to let my feeling go free,
I am just glad I am back to being me,
I hope you all have seen and totally agree
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Melody Wild Poem
You was so loving and caring,
Who never believed in anyone swearing,
You always told me off when I had my music blaring,
But gran you was never ever uncaring,
You was such an inspiration,
Who gave me alot of motivation,
I'll never forget the laughs we had whilst you put on your foundation,
Before we went out and waiting at the bus station ,
You was just like a mom,
Who was always there for me to keep me calm,
I'll never forget your face when I went to prom,
I loved holding your hand within my palm,
You had a heart of gold,
Who I loved to hold,
We loved to laugh when you washed up with your marigold,
Thankyou for your wise words when I went to college to enrol,
7 years ago my heart broken when you died,
I sat there and all my eyes did was cried,
I sat beside to absolutely petrified,
But at least I now know you will always be by my side.
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Melody Wild Poem
I am nobody,
Who is that girl over there ,
You don't recognise her so you decide to stare,
You all may not be aware,
That , that young girl really does care,
She is a nobody,
She doesn't want you to see,
That she didn't turn out how you wanted her to be,
She just wants someone to set her free,
That girl over that has had it hard ,
That's why she is shy and always on her guard,
So she will always apologise when she don't respond,
That shy girl has also self harmed,
I am the girl who is a nobody,
Which everyone says it to me,
I'm sorry I haven't turned out how you wanted me to be,
I'm sorry I am so crappy,
I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment.
Here is the poem I made in the end
Copyright © Melody Wild | Year Posted 2021
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Melody Wild Poem
Reality is slowly kicking in,
My head is in such a massive spin,
I’m staying positive and hoping for something new to begin,
I just need to learn to take everything on the chin,
My head is still coming to terms with everything,
Nobody knows what’s around the corner and what it may bring,
I will do absolutely anything,
Specially sit there listening to my music and just sing,
This is how I express my feelings and emotion,
But I’ll tell you all something I still have a lot of motivation,
Everyone keeps telling me how proud they are and that I am such a massive inspiration,
For me to keep getting through this awful situation,
I’ve seen good days and I’ve seen bad,
I’ve also been sometimes mad,
But I’d just like to add,
I’m going to come out of this stronger and stop letting people make me sad.
Copyright © Melody Wild | Year Posted 2020
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Melody Wild Poem
The only way to express my feelings is writing poetry ??
Sometimes I can’t express how I’m feeling,
It feels like I am dreaming,
I can wake up from this awful nightmare screaming,
But I no I can’t let this control me and I got to keep on believing,
Life’s a rollercoaster at the moment,
This isn’t the path in life I had chosen,
I just have so many different emotion,
Inside and out I am completely broken,
My life has been torn apart,
I just wish I could re-start,
I’m stopping myself from literally falling apart,
And not let this tear and break me apart,
This year may be nearly over,
But next year will be the same rollercoaster,
But I won’t let it stop me and take over,
As hopefully I’ll be able to have some closure
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Melody Wild Poem
Many people in this world suffer with panic attacks,
When this happens they think they are falling through the cracks,
All we have to do is to remember to relax,
Some people don’t understand how your feeling because they just don’t no the facts ,
Anxiety is very cruel,
And will take over your life and rule,
I personally don’t like it when people just assume,
That you are fine and looking ever so cool,
Some days you wish to stay in bed,
Because you have way to my in your head,
All you want is every feeling to end,
But you are always forever great full from all the support you have off of your friends,
The horrible feeling when we go out,
We get all et up and end up having a lot of doubt,
So in the end we will bale out,
So we go back under our blankets for time out,
Everyone suffers from a lot of fear,
We all think to ourselves when will me head clear,
Myself and everyone else will shed a tear,
We think to ourselves this just isn’t fair.
Copyright © Melody Wild | Year Posted 2021
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Melody Wild Poem
Hey you over there,
Did you no everyone loves you and really do care,
They also have a shoulder to cry on and a good listening ear,
Remember to not live in fear,
Your doing absolutely amazing in every way,
Getting stronger each and every day,
I'm so glad you decided to stay,
Although I no someday can be very grey,
Life can be cruel I no,
But you always seem to get up and go,
You've been able to grove ,
Stand up for yourself and be able to say no,
Your strength is so strong,
I'm proud to say you have proven everyone wrong,
Copyright © Melody Wild | Year Posted 2021
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