Only Way To Express My Feelings

The only way to express my feelings is writing poetry ?? Sometimes I can’t express how I’m feeling, It feels like I am dreaming, I can wake up from this awful nightmare screaming, But I no I can’t let this control me and I got to keep on believing, Life’s a rollercoaster at the moment, This isn’t the path in life I had chosen, I just have so many different emotion, Inside and out I am completely broken, My life has been torn apart, I just wish I could re-start, I’m stopping myself from literally falling apart, And not let this tear and break me apart, This year may be nearly over, But next year will be the same rollercoaster, But I won’t let it stop me and take over, As hopefully I’ll be able to have some closure