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sitting at the breakfast table as i eat the eggs you love so much the empty spot still sets here i cant help not to think what you are doing right now i wonder if you are thinking about me today i know i think about you every single day i find myself surronded by your lovley memorys that surrond my heart now . i cant wait baby girl to see you again to hug you once more
to finally hear those words mama i love you (love you 2 sweet blue eyed angel above) mama is always here no matter what i asked about you a while back if you ever mention or ask about us the answer was (sometimes) made me sad i hide the tear from strolling down my face as i held up strong to look at that phone with your video of laughter that filled our house i wanted to hear always well babygirl know you miss us so much and the life you had here so peaceful my baby angel been so long since i seen you i find myself thinking about what you look like now how your attitude is i know its like mine you have my godly saken bright loving heart you are in a situation u cant undo , we both are im sorry this had to happen out of all the monsters here on earth they picked the very strong bright heaven bound high mighty angel our wings are so big lil girl only we can feel them , they are heavy at times i bet you our heart and mind pulls through you will find your way back home just keep flying past this time capsule of hell together we will soon erase all memory of this bad nightmare of satans little ass creatures burning hell im sorry he got in I shukd have chained that beast set hisnass on fire chained locked n chackled like he did us, we baby all along you are my loving paradise of soo much joy i know we all love each other i also know i raised my daughter right with love soo much of it that you will find your way out and one day you will be sitting here eating your favorite scrabbled eggs you oh so love mama to cook talking carring on we will never have any memory of this year bad luck of the devils pit that got opened made its way to us now we are fighting so hard to bring toghther with so much love and sweetness that pitt of selfinishness defigured creatures will soon enough close up bounce off of us we are the joy and light together sweet child of mine we always know what our faith did was somehow rite . love you so much cant wait to see my blue eyed angel in time been three years memorys fade love stays same always the devils memory’s of hate Shall burn locked up in his cage
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Eight years later
Everything still has a story to be told my gypsy love
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I know god himself made someone special from the darkest cave in the hidden dark Woods to send down to others for them to see Also dream how she or life really is especial feeling right.
Hold my hand until the end of time, squeeze it tight, dont flench, our promises we make we know we dont break the arrow of feeling a invisible soul.
The arrow went straight through the heart, almost tore my conscious into threads.
As i sit with time endless worrys deep down into my mind .
I found out WHO I am , guess thats whyveyone seems to push me away
A big markable light of flame, my soul is sweet n tender
I was broken now I understand my inter self in time before i return to my kingdom of solitary peace.
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Left out to defend my broken wings down that path of my own way to survive all I known heartaches headaches every day struggling to make it out here alone on my own
Three years has came and just about gone
Haven’t seen your face or your beautiful voice
All these years mama kept her faith in my broken heart
Is we’re i detained miracles I knew was possible to happen over came the windy hail storm I just sat there in it lost on my broken little thrown waiting for my baby girl to return home all those years I’ve cried believing the was worth the while
A humans mind is edup when you get the love of your life was token away still left with unanswered questions it’s will always haunt you leaving yourself to question every in day there is a higher creator I belive if there was a god why wuld he put us through hell just think about it why do we hav to die to find peace in our souls and to feel loved like they say y’all it ain’t suppost to be that way we came in this world a number that’s exaxly how we will leave it I don’t belive in anything unless I see it myself so much hidden in this world from us the money is evil if u was smart that money tells you everything you need to know about what’s happing next in this hell bound in world we live in all about knowing the truth and we’re you stand some understand some refuse to see it after all the hell and trails I hve faced I realized one thing nothing or no one can take away love that’s the one thing in this life that I know my heart won’t forget the bond between an mother and daughter is forever even if I never get to see you sweet j rose makes me smiles when that blue bird whispers to me softly how u be always asking about me and you never forget the things I’ve done for you lightens up my soul I’m forever waiting on that day to look i in the eyes to tell you mamas still here it’s okay I wuld never go away I was kept away it is what it is we will never look back as i lift you out of your wheel chair and put u on my hip we will sing and dance like tommarow was never near much love for you your forever my hero e in it lost on my broken little thrown waiting for my baby girl to fly into mamas arms be the day this world will stand still no more hurt I will bare to reveal
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Everything inside of me
Takes me back to the darkness
I block that fire out it’s been poured out
It left a invisible scar on my heart
I can’t see it I feel the heavy burdens on my shoulders everyday like trying to find myself out of the fog it’s dark I’m cold I’m alone I
Look around hopeing to see you mamas sweet angel girl. I finnaly gotten to meet you after 3 years when they took you away it’s killin my soul not knowing once again if I will ever see your prescious warms hugs and sweet talks inside my head it playouts like your still here in reality they took you away a shooting star blazes as I your mama try’s to find peace with in herself nothing I can do never culd they wuldnt let me 3 years later I’m still asking myself why take my only princes she as my Hope joy best friend memories fade pictures burn I opened my hart up to one person and it took my life away my mind isn’t the same anymore always remember you are the reason for my love heart beat away we will always be angels in this sacered place forgive forget forever your mamas blue eyes angel you make me smile no matter if you can or can’t walk your my hero remember that
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As most of us humans know we couldnt live without a beating heart .well i know i couldnt if i dint have something to pump blood throughout my body as in veins , i would be ten feet buried in the ground.
as truthfully that sounds , our hearts make us as in me to , our own unique person god placed here on earth to challange our minds, to see how far , us humans will go maybe theres that one special pure hearted soul , with a mind that cant lie or a heart that wont give up he wont let me break not today i am not going to fade away without my special one gifted heart god knew that he made it strong enough to stay alive, as he planted my seed inside .that little prescious blue eyed angel girl, mama just passed on her heart through out her is were my world began, our hearts are bonded tight inside so my chamber of miracles and love will reduplicate, for the world to see a peice of my heart throughtout my own little clone, im sure the world can or will evntually know what my heart has been through ,i can see it everyday in my preoius little girl;s big blue eyes, that she cant go atleast somedays, wanting her loving mama, with a gentle heart like no other to be beside her in life's hurtful , lyeing, bulling, people hurting one another , bacause all they care about is thereselfish hurting heart,i belive if they saw life through he words of what we are promised in life, it culd open up there eyes to undestand , were there heart is, will most likely be , so on , that puts the love back pumping through your body knowin all along , our heart changed so many thinngs n life.
what a blessing to have already knowing u are even more pumped up , than what meets the everday eye. no matter what happens on earth you cant tear apart two beating hearts , that are sure of themselfs to try to help people get what they already have love.
After centurys of beliveing , our hearts is what god placed love into and it challenges us to get motivated for the road up ahead. you see love brings us together it also brings us apart but we all have that 1 beating heart . have faith, be strong life shall carry us on.
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Gypsy soul
you thought you was something well said. Hypocrites
as long as my heart pumps and my brain works my feet still grounded firm
i will always fight and chase after my other half of my gypsy blue eyes flame soul
endless dreams sleepless nights , mamas gypsy little girl is my reflection like the outside looking in nice i earned my love , wasnt handed or bought.we are still walking out our faith staying humble in missing times ,those angels above there big golden wings are at our peek , even though she will never walk we will see each other again holding hands running through the beautiful pearls of bright light protected forever hand in hand , if you would stay out of our way let the god sent be little gypsy soul dosnt want evil snakes trying to bite her in the face
when she closes here eyes she sees her real sweet life deep down you cant take that gypsy love away, imprinted on a stone , you cant carve that gypsy love away anytime soon. so shew be away. go snatch up some else gypsy love leftover fruit cake .in my eyes You was the creature that through my stone far away karma will get you heartless
creature of the underworld
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Common sense is the key to unlock the book of this life never pass a time to say I love you we are just numbers nobody knows we was taught to belive in the the government wanted us to believe follow yourself let your soul shine just keep walking through this in blizzard time shall pass another generation another time zone keep turning the page
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My bright eyed star surviver of one pound and seven ounces I will always charrish you your my hero forever in my soul sweet jasmine blessing from above u never complain no matter how bad you hurt everyday your always smiling my hero my heart
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YOUR THE VINE TO MY
SWEET JASMINE ROSE
THE WATER IS THE SOUL TO IT
IT GROWS WITH BEAUTIFUL
COLORS FROM THE LOVE WE HAVE
FOR EACH OTHER THAT NO ONE WILL EVER TAKE AWAY
MY MYSTERY ROSE YOU JUST DONT KNOW HOW MUCH
YOU MAKE ME SMILE THAT WATER AND VINE MISSES YOU DEARLY
NO ONE CAN REPLACE THAT WATER IT IS WHAT GOD GAVE YOU THAT YOU WILL NEVR EVER LOOSE ITS HERE STILL STANDING TALL AND BEAUTIFUL
GOD HAS US IN HIS HEART BABY YOU AINT GOING AWAY I WILL WALK THE WORLD A MILLION TIMES N BACK FOR YOU !!! THE VINE LOVES YOU YOUR ALWAYS ON OUR MINDS AND FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS U ARE APRT OF US
GOD WILL SHOW EVERY1 THAT THE DEVIL SHALL REAMAIN IN THE PIT CHAIN LOCKED !!
NATURE THAT THE FLOWER AND VINE REMNAIN TOGETHER :)
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