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Michelle Aguilera Poem
Mama told my first role was to reflect my beauty
Not covering it up
It’s my role to stand pretty and not show sad emotions
And whenever I mis-step or stoop to low
I just say “Thank you kind sir”
My true emotions can never show so it doesn’t displease anyone
(Hello? Can you hear me?)
Oops… you weren’t supposed to see that
Mama told me my second role was to act beautiful
Not becoming ugly
The mirror mirror on the wall should tell me I’m better than them all
The magic tales of their youth should be in me
And whenever I made a mistake or messed up
I just say “It’s my pleasure, sir”
My true emotions can never show so it doesn’t displease anyone
(Hello? Help me!)
Oops… you weren’t supposed to see that
Mama told me my third role was to keep going
Not look back and say something
I’m an appetite to anyone who sees me but I should never exude it
I should stay put because quiet girls are pretty girls
And whenever I'm caught off guard with my hands tied and back against the wall
With only the darkness to my companion and the tears as my testament
I just say “ Please be less rough sir”
My true emotions can never show so it doesn’t displease anyone
(Hello? Help me!)
Oops… you weren’t supposed to see that… never suppose to see that
Never suppose to see me, never suppose hear me… never suppose to heart the pulsating of my heart as it sings the song of humanity being dried out from my veins until what’s left is dust of all I could've been if you could’ve seen that
Copyright © Michelle Aguilera | Year Posted 2023
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Michelle Aguilera Poem
Amber Alert
16 year old, male, missing, last seen 10/6/15
Mother says he was very kind
Mother is crying unconscionably because his kidnapper was his father
Amber Alert
10 Year Old, Female, missing, last seen 05/09/18
Was walking home from school when a van approached her
Was wearing blue shirt and Black jeans
The only thing that is left is the memory of her
Any information is valuable
Amber Alert
32 year old, female, missing, last seen 02/04/06
Mother of two kids who are now placed in fosters homes till there mother is found
Worked 2 jobs to help her kids have a meal everyday
Any information is valuable
Amber Alert
27 year old, male, missing, last seen 09/17/18
Works as a mechanic and has a wife who is pregnant
He was just an average man and meant no danger to no one
When will they be found?
At the bottom of a lake
Returned safely to their homes
Amber Alert
Amber Alert
They are just average people
Amber Alert
Who go missing every unexpectedly
Amber Alert
Will my baby come back?
Amber Alert
Where is my mom?
Amber Alert
Can you find my husband?
Amber Alert
Amber Alert
Amber Alert
Copyright © Michelle Aguilera | Year Posted 2019
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Michelle Aguilera Poem
Hi hello bye!
Copyright © Michelle Aguilera | Year Posted 2023
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Michelle Aguilera Poem
Your daughter has gone missing
Can I see a photo?
Hmm, well there is nothing we can do
Wait 24 hours, probably she is with friends
Maybe she is getting food
Your daughter is 16 you say?
Well ma’me, we get lots of cases where 16 year old go missing
And in 2 hours, they come home to their family
Kids her age tend to wonder off
Go home don’t worry
24 hours have passed and she still hasn’t appeared?
Well, we will notify officers to be on a lookout
Don’t worry
She probably just stayed over at a friends place
We will notify you if she is found
She still hasn’t come home after a week?
We will issue a missing persons case and look for her
Yes, an amber alert will be issued
But there is nothing we can do with the little information that has been given to us
Don’t worry, relax, we will look for her
Hello, ma’me, I have an update on your daughter’s case
She has… has umm, she has been found.
Police found her, more to say, her body, at the bottom of a lake
With the descriptions given, we have identified her as your daughter
I am sorry that you have to go through this but there was little that we could do to find her
I’m sorry for your loss
Copyright © Michelle Aguilera | Year Posted 2019
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Michelle Aguilera Poem
I remember that day
The day when my life turned upside down
The day I was kidnapped
Taken from my bed
Swayed from one side to another
Going down the steps
Out the door
When I see a car a few houses from my own
I struggled and fought against him
He held me tighter and pinched me harder
Pushed me in the car and we drove away
I was thinking “ Will I see my mom again”
Will the police find me?
We arrive at this house
He locked me in a room
And laughed his way out
I tried to undo my bonds
Grabbed a pen near me
But cut myself instead
Then he came in
“ The police will find me”
“ Will they? You will never be found”
“ F you!”
I got beat
I was tired
He left
But I had a fire
A desire and will to be free
He beat me till I was tired
But I would be free
He dragged me until I was bruised
But I would be free
He humiliated, tortured, and put me down
But I would be free!
Then a few days later, I was free
Copyright © Michelle Aguilera | Year Posted 2019
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It a day like any other
We were sharing time as a family
My two girls and my son
My husband and I laughed at his jokes
We ate till we were stuffed
Played games like crazy
Then I tucked them into bed
I tucked in my son last
He looked at me and said “I love you mommy”
I go to bed and I wake to my daughter’s screams
As I go check on them, I see that my son is not in bed
His bed sheets are scattered on the floor
I run outside but there is nothing but silence
I dial 911
Police arrive 20 minutes after my call
Say to wait 24 hours and call them again if he hasn’t appeared
The next day I waited by the door
Hours pass but I don’t see my boy
I call the police and they issue an amber alert
They tell me to wait and not worry
Wait and not worry?!
I have broken heart because a soulless person has taken my son
I have two daughters crying because their younger brother is gone from their lives
I have a husband who is desperately looking for his son and won’t stop until he is found
My son is gone!
Look at this picture, look at it!
This is my son
He is the kindest person you could ever meet
He has done nothing to anyone
There is a family crying because he has been kidnapped
And the person responsible is out loose and you do nothing but to tell me to not worry and wait
God, you should have taken me instead not him
When will my boy be found?
When will he jump into my arms?
When will I able to tuck him into bed again?
When will I hear him say “Mommy I love you “?
Touch his face and and say “ I love you too son”
But until then, I will look for him
Pouring my heart and devotion into hoping that one day, he will return
But when?
Copyright © Michelle Aguilera | Year Posted 2019
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