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Colleen Bailey Poem
She hides in fear,
She is scared of what he might do to her
So she must be careful
how she speaks to him.
Because she doesn't
know if he would strike her down.
He so obsessed over her she have
to be cover in full clothes
no skin can show if
she shows any skin she get
her ass beat. And if
Any man that looks at her he swear
She mess with and she wants them,
she all for him and only loves him but he thinks otherwise just another excuse
for him to keep downing her and he beating her so bad so no one can recognize her.
every im sorry she forgive and believes his every word because
he know she will stay.
Time and time again she want to leave but she don't have the strength to leave.
He makes her feel like no one would ever love her, who would want you.
That keep running through her mind
In silence killing her on the inside.
everyday get worse and worse
it gets harder for her to breathe.
She want to break free but if she does
In her mind he told her if you ever leave me i will kill you.
She took that chance running like hell,
he was chasing her down with a gun and she dodging every bullet as he shooting towards her.
She running and running for her life he screaming come back here now
She keeps on running.
He keep shooting his gun and shot her and she fell to the ground.........
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Copyright © Colleen Bailey | Year Posted 2019
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Colleen Bailey Poem
Doing things to past the time.
I'm running out of things to get you
off my mind.
i got is this picture in my phone of you so i hold close to see your face every
day with you is were i rather be.
But we are in two different cities and it's so hard you're so far,
this long distance is killing me.
I wish you were here with me
but when we talk on the phone
you got me smiling so hard the
vibes we have
Is so strong and it so unique.
You treat me like a Queen the
way i am suppose to be treat,
you respect my mind body,
heart and soul.
you got me on cloud 9 feeling so
high i don't want to come down.
you say you love every part of me,
you make me laugh, you got me
smiling so
hard every time we talk i get
butterflies every time we talk .
Your words speak volumes king
your love goes so deep then i can image .
I love every part of you
Your heart mind body and
soul words can't express this.
This ain't even all of
what i feel about you but
you got me falling for you.
Trying to suppress these
feelings I have for you.
I'm trying not to fall so quickly for
you but you ain't making it no easier.
A woman would be a fool not
to be in love with you, any woman
will be so blessed to have you
flawless and all baby you got me
falling for you I just
can't hold back anymore.
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Colleen Bailey Poem
“I Sacrificed me”
For your Love but Yet and Still You don’t see me
Going over and beyond What the eyes can really see
“I Sacrificed me”
And yet and still you used me up
Then turn around and confessed your love
Only to use me again Against my heart you sin
But yet again
“I sacrificed me”
Turning a blind eye to the abuse
Holding on to the old that was you
Believing that one day you will do the thing you promised me
But yet you lie
While I lay here and cry asking myself why
I believe in your lies
Just to hold on to broken promises Disloyalty and dis Honest
Lord set my heart free.
Please help me to stop sacrificing me.
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Colleen Bailey Poem
As she sit down closing
her eyes and holding her head held high to free
her mind body and soul but these flames are
trying to rise up on the inside of her.
These inferno words all
want to screaming, fighting to break out of
her inner to make her slip from the cracks trying to pull her open.
She told her inner to be
silenced and quite her mind
To clear all of this negative thoughts
That don't belong here so
she can deal with her
inner peace.
so she can be set free
So she can be a better her to
Never allow anyone to disrupt her
inner, mind ,heart, body and soul
She can finally breathe
She is finally ok with being herself
She can take a deep breath and finally be free.
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Colleen Bailey Poem
I can’t talk to anybody I feel like
nobody truly understands
I don’t trust anyone so I pick up this notebook
And pen you see smiling but if you only knew
The things I hold inside.
creeping in my room
No one knew how could
my mother be such a fool while she was off to school
left me with a man I knew done things to me that I should’ve not know.
Touching and pleasing himself in his zone
I couldn’t wait until my mother came home
When he was do told me if I ever told a soul
He would take my life crying when he left the room
Screaming on the inside this isn’t right so confused
But it never stop over and over again no one knew a thang
I hate you to the cord of my being,
Nights I would hide so he couldn’t find me
I grew up thinking it was my fault for every rape and assault
This dark memories still haunt me .
I never look at men the same thinking
all men will do the same thing you did.
My trust is all ed up but I knew the only way
To get over it is to open up and speak out but how
When I was so young I kept silence for to dame long .
So tell me what the do I do ?? when voices in my head
Keep saying you are wasting your time no one care anyway
I cant shake it anymore
I have believe that my whole dame life .
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Colleen Bailey Poem
My heart is under construction
From all the pain.
I had to endure the anger
and bitterness
I let build up form the unspoken
words that was left unsaid.
I took so to many punches in
silence.
i have gave to many
chances when they don't even
deserve it.
My heart took to much heartaches
and i with held a lot in, its almost
empty, slowly its killing me
on the inside.
I put so many walls up so no
one could ever get close to my
heart again.
My trust has been broken so
bad so its time.
So it's time that i let my heart
be healed and let God do his
work in me because no one
can do it the way he dose.
So my heart is being mended
back together
So my heart is out of order until
further notice.
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