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Melodi Hill Poem
Hurting inside,
My pain so deep.
I try to explain,
But only weep.
Hoping someday,
You'll understand,
Come to me,
And take my hand.
Not trying to upset you,
It's only the truth,
Aging away my beauty,
Good-bye to my youth.
Never hearing you say,
"You're beautiful to me,"
Bursting into tears,
Turning dry land into sea.
I once felt beautiful,
I heard it all the time.
Make me feel beautiful again,
Into the wishing well I chime.
For the beauty I once felt
Is no longer there,
Just an aging complexion,
Now only fair.
What will it take,
To hear those words from you?
You only say it right now,
But not in a day or two.
You forget to say it,
Though all the time you think about,
How pretty I am but don't speak,
So I can only pout.
I tell you how I feel inside,
How it's tearing me apart,
But it doesn't change a thing,
And we're back at the start.
How important it is to hear,
But only from you.
Please change your ways in this,
I need it, it's true.
How can I express the urgency,
My life of every day,
I need to hear I'm beautiful from you,
In each and every way.
Copyright © Melodi Hill | Year Posted 2005
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Melodi Hill Poem
You sing and dance,
And love to play,
You're fun and cute,
You're the joy of my every day.
Mama and Dada,
Words you already speak;
And only 8 months old,
You're strong not weak.
Laying your head on my chest,
As I sing to you,
You smile and sing along,
With the cutest coo.
So happy you are,
I love you SO much!
We play and laugh,
And talk and such.
The joy of my life,
My beautiful son,
You complete me,
My special one!
Though you're too young yet,
To understand what I say,
I know that you know
I'll love you for forever and a day.
My sweet little child,
You are perfection to me.
And I want you to grow to know,
That happy, is all I want you to be.
Be yourself,
No matter what, be true,
And I'll forever,
Be proud of you.
Copyright © Melodi Hill | Year Posted 2005
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Melodi Hill Poem
Seeping into depression
Taking a look at life
Searching for those who love me
But ending in strife
Sulking around this world
Having nothing to hide
Covering it with a fake smile
And by it, you abide
Leaving me alone
You smile, nod, and walk away
Leaving me to think about
This horrid, depressing day
This dark, sad, depressing day
Nothing to give me a real smile
Doesn't anyone really know that, to me,
This state of mind makes a person fragile?
The answers to my questions
I can't seem to find
But that's what happens
When you're in a depressed state of mind
The love you once expressed
I don't see anymore
Because I keep thinking stupid things
And it makes the mind weak and sore
Maybe the smile upon your face
Can take my pain away
But it won't stop me from thinking
About this horrid, depressing day
Seeping into depression
My mind takes out the good
Only leaving in the bad
Making me see what the mind thinks it should
I'm seeping into depression
And taking a look at life
Searching for those who love me
But ending in strife
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Melodi Hill Poem
Thankful for you
That’s how I’m feeling
For being my friend and my life
You keep me up
Even when I’m down
I’m proud to be your wife
And as we spend
These great years together
My love will never die for you
And as we go through
Those good times and bad times
I promise that I’ll always be true
When you put
This ring on my finger
I said the words of I do
And to this day
Through good times and bad times
I vow every word still stands true
Thankful for you
That’s how I’m feeling
For being my friend and my life
You keep me up
Even when I’m down
I’m proud to be your wife
As time passes
And as we age
Together I plan us to be
Because in my heart
If we’re not together
There isn’t much to me
You make me happy
And put a smile on my face
And you gave me a beautiful son
From this day forth
I promise the world to you
Because you’re my only one
Thankful for you
That’s how I’m feeling
For being my friend and my life
You keep me up
Even when I’m down
I’m proud to be your wife
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Melodi Hill Poem
Looking into the stands
I can see people stare
My hands are getting sweaty
There's a big glare
I'm standing up on stage
And the music starts to sound
My voice and the bass enter
My voice rumbles, as does the ground
Starting out quietly
Shaking and kind of scared
The crowd screams for more
So my voice I shared
People screaming, begging for more
I sing my heart out up on stage
The band behind me seeming dazed
With the music, I flew out of my cage
Fans still cheering, as the music ends
People screaming "I love you"
Makes the feeling even better
In the future, I know what I want to do
Copyright © Melodi Hill | Year Posted 2005
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Melodi Hill Poem
Breathing in deep
Tearful thoughts of you
Slowly letting air out
My tears show through
Slipping down my cheek
One by one
My eyes will be stained
By the time my crying is done
Crying in my pillow
Trying not to make a peep
Sobbing from these thoughts
Through my pillow these tears will seep
All alone I cry
By myself upstairs
Thinking in my head
No one really cares
Forcing myself to stop
I wipe away my tears
Wash my face and put on a smile
The same fake smile I've had for years
I walk down the stairs
With that fake smile on my face
According to you
I walk, smiling with grace
You'll never know the truth
You don't need to know my pain
You are the one that hurts me
You use my name in vain
I can't take this any longer
I need to say goodbye
The pain, the tears
This fake smile has to die
And so I say goodbye
The weight lifted from my chest
No longer having to deal with you
And my mind can finally rest
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Melodi Hill Poem
Drowning in these thoughts
These thoughts of you in my head
I try to tell you in words
But when I try to speak my words fall dead
Unable to explain my feelings
These thoughts remain unsaid
Running through my head like a river
Even as I'm laying in bed
Talking on the phone I try
To express these things I feel
My only fear is
Maybe to you this isn't real
That kiss we shared
We so amazing in my eyes
And in my heart
But were your feelings of this size?
I tell you I want to be with you
But can't explain how much
So I express myself in other ways
With a kiss, with love, with a sensual touch
I thought you'd understand by now
But I don't know if you do
Though you said later you'd like to try it out
And I said I'd wait for you
My feelings are so strong
And they have been for a while
So strong that I love everything
From your toes to the way you smile
I'm comfortable with you
No matter what, no matter where
I like just being with you
I like just knowing that you're there
I told you why I like the guys
Who, from me, live so far away
But with you it's a different feeling
With you, I could spend every day
Now, I know that's not possible
Well, at least not yet
But I'll wait those years to be with you
Because you caught my love like a net
Only if you feel the same
Will I want for you to come back
If not then I'll go on with things
But the feelings will only stack
Please let me know the way you feel
So I will know what to do
Adn then we can go on
Both me and you
You are the best friend I've ever had
And I don't want any of this to ruin that
So if you say no, I'll be okay
And I'll go on with life, just "with a hat"
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Melodi Hill Poem
My mind is so distorted
All these thoughts go unsorted
It's time for desperate measures
Not taken by the urban pleasures
Thoughts of you go through my mind
There is no bad that I can find
At least one thing I know is true
And it's that my love is real for you
I know that you love me
And together forever, we will be
No emotions between us can go un taken
The realness of our love can't be mistaken
I shout out to the world what's true
Baby, I shout out "I love you"
Though my mind is so confused
I know I'm not just being used
The feelings between us are real
It's simply just how we both feel
I love you with all my heart
And I promise you I will not part
My love for you is forever
Indestructable, one can not sever
A thousand miles between us stands
But my heart still lies in your hands
I shout out to the world what's true
Baby, I shout out "I love you"
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Melodi Hill Poem
(soft rap)
Sometimes I feel like life is nothing but a fantasy
Like I open my eyes and nothing exactly feels real to me
But when things start up
And I open my heart up
That fantasy come crumbling down
And every where I look there is no frown
Chorus: (singing)
Cause you
Make the sweetest dream come true
And I'll let the world know
Why I love you
(rap) That's right baby
I love you
(soft rap)
Spinning around in circles and floating high up in the sky
These feelings baby, but I'm wondering why baby why why
Why do you love me so
Smiling so your face glows
And baby, I'm proud to call you mine
Listen while my heart shines
Chrous: 2 times
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Melodi Hill Poem
I'm tired of Torture
I'm insane from the pain
I cry and I weep
And I bleed all the same
I try to communicate
The way that I feel
But how can I do that
When you take away all that is real
The innocence is lost
And the guilty prelude
Trying to hide all the evidence
Of a hybrid type of seclude
Devil is sin
As I try to regain
The consciousness that I've lost
But still you remain
Prying my soul
And reaping my mind
Realizing it's nothing
But hate that you find
Leaving me to rest
You ripped up my heart
Leaving me to die
As I'm torn all apart
I'm tired of torture
I'm insane from the pain
I cry and I weep
And I bleed all the same
Copyright © Melodi Hill | Year Posted 2005
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