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Bambi Laroux Poem
Oh Drugs,
it's been lovely
it's been lonely
it's been a ride
but i'll never get better
with you by my side
I'll never get better
I know cause I've tried
Oh Drugs
It's been emotional
it's been tough
and i'm tired
but it's never enough
you're my only desire
it's never enough
I need to get higher
it's never enough
and your grip just gets tighter
Oh Drugs
i'm falling deep
I over think
i'm sinking low
Oh Drugs,
i'm falling fast
in frozen time
and dying slow
Oh Drugs,
I have succumbed
for you I'm weak
I love you so
suffering in silence
eyes without a soul
Oh Drugs,
It's been comforting
in un-comforting ways
but till death do us part
asphyxiating in your haze
you took all that I've got
and you numbered my days
it's no longer any fun
I need your poison in my veins
Oh Drugs
how we dance
with the death so divine
your empty cold nothing
sends shivers down my spine
in your poisonous web
I have become intertwined
I'm just living to exist
and existing just to die
Copyright © Bambi Laroux | Year Posted 2019
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Bambi Laroux Poem
Love Lust and
a broken heart
Robot feelings
and missing parts
rotten insides
and bloodstained art
we stand together but
we're worlds apart
Divided by the sun and moon
high on sadness
lost in gloom
toxic energy immune
baby growing in a poisoned womb
we play each other like a hollow tune
and feed on emptiness
with a silver spoon
hopes and dreams destroyed too soon
sticking needles in our arms
blood dances in the liquid harm
we shoot it up don't be alarmed
it's our secret lucky charm
succumb to pain
get lost within
to feel the numbness as we sin
broken auto-pilot grins
saliva dripping off our chins
fatal attraction to heroin
the highest low we've ever been
enslaved to the lifelong binge
a kiss from Jesus in a syringe
Love Lust and
a broken heart
robot feelings
with missing parts
an empty six
and dirty sheets
is where our twisted lust love creeps
we and fight
and lie and cheat
like a broken record on repeat
your love lust pain i can't release
drowning in confusion deep
blood dust and exhausted thoughts
forgotten nobodies left to rot
wasted days and washed out nights
the darkness overrides the light
he shoots the black
i shoot the white
perceptions twisted
blinded sight
but whose to say what's wrong or right ?
love lust and
a broken heart
robot feelings
missing parts
Copyright © Bambi Laroux | Year Posted 2019
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Bambi Laroux Poem
you smash all my porcelain
but feel guilty
when it's staring back at you
a thousand times in a thousand little pieces
you rip me at the seams
but deny me a needle and thread
out of the fear of being poked
you ram your fist into my core
but your fire builds when
my gut Is hollow
we are all GODS children
but he's left us in this 93 Honda Civic
with the windows rolled up
and the doors locked
Copyright © Bambi Laroux | Year Posted 2019
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