Absence of Control

Oh Drugs, it's been lovely it's been lonely it's been a ride but i'll never get better with you by my side I'll never get better I know cause I've tried Oh Drugs It's been emotional it's been tough and i'm tired but it's never enough you're my only desire it's never enough I need to get higher it's never enough and your grip just gets tighter Oh Drugs i'm falling deep I over think i'm sinking low Oh Drugs, i'm falling fast in frozen time and dying slow Oh Drugs, I have succumbed for you I'm weak I love you so suffering in silence eyes without a soul Oh Drugs, It's been comforting in un-comforting ways but till death do us part asphyxiating in your haze you took all that I've got and you numbered my days it's no longer any fun I need your poison in my veins Oh Drugs how we dance with the death so divine your empty cold nothing sends shivers down my spine in your poisonous web I have become intertwined I'm just living to exist and existing just to die