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I Wonder

We havent seen eachother since August 16th,2007
It is now January 29th 2008.
You'll be home in three months..

I wonder and think about alot of things.

I wonder if you have changed,

Or wonder have I changed?

I wonder if you still love me

Or wonder if I still love you

I wonder if you holding me in your arms still will make me feel safe

Just like it used to..

I wonder if you will still trust me

Or wonder if I will beable to trust you

I wonder if we'll beable to be together forever

I wonder what it will be like the first day you finally come home 

I wonder what I will do that day

I wonder if your family will accept me

And I wonder if someday my family will accept you

I wonder if we'll have kids

I wonder if we'll get married

Most of all I wonder if you'll ever beable to let go of what you have been through 

the past two years.

Or I wonder if you will be scarred for life......


                     I WONDER
there's not a single second that I don't think about what it will be like when you 
finally come home.

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R.I.P. Al

Oct.21st, 2005 
Was the darkest and cloudiest day of my life
Rain pouring down like crazy, thunder and lightening like crazy
I though to myself this has to be a sign something's wrong
And the phone rings 
I collasped to the group with the news
Bad news, I will never get that phone call out of my mind
He was gone, he left me to go live up with God
He was my bestfriend, my role model
I felt like I was going to die when I heard the news.
I cried and screamed like I have never done before
Why him, why did they have to take him away from me
What did he do to deserve a lifetime of lung cancer
What did he do to be taken away from his family and friends
He lead a good life, never was he in trouble
Yes he smoked, but you don't realize how hard it is to stop
I took care of him when he was sick
Everytime he saw me he said " My favorite Girl is here."
Any time he met one of my guy friends he always told them to take care of me
He was always there for me to talk to him
He was my only support 
The day he left me, was the worst day of my life
I felt like someone ripped my heart right out of me
I cried for weeks.
I still cry and it has almost been 2 years.
But I know he is up above looking down on me
Making sure no guys hurt me
When I'm sad alls I have to do is look and I just know he's there
I miss you alot!
R.I.P. AL Always and Forever in my Heart You will Not Be Forgotten

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But Do They Know

They say I ruined his life
But do they know, I made his life better 
They say I'm bad for him
But do they know, I'm the best thing that has ever happened to him
They say he shouldn't love me and I shouldn't love him
But do they know I will never beable to deny the love I have for him, it will never go 
away.
They say I'm the reason he disrespected them
But do they know I constantly told him to respect them and do what they said
They say I made him fail in school
But do they know, I helped him more than they ever did
They say that I don't deserve to be in his life
They say I'm not good enough for him
They say he's not good enough for me
But do they know in the end who's the one that's still in his life 
ME. Not them,
Did they know, I love him more than anything in this world
Do they know, I would and have done anything to make them and him happy.
Did they know I made him happy, and he loved me
Do they know they have been wrong since day one.
Do they know because of them, I stayed up countless night crying because of all 
the pain they caused .
Do they know, I am now strong enough that whatever they have to say I won't let 
get to me.
Nobody can change how I feel except for me, nobody is going to change who I 
love except for me, nobody is going to change who I want to be with except for me!
Did they know that??
Well know they do.

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Go Ahead and Talk

Go ahead
Keep talking
You should know that your words do not hurt me
In fact they don't make me weak
They make me stronger
So go on, keep talking
You think it hurts me
You think I'm going to cry
But it doesnt hurt me
And I will not cry
Your words just make me laugh
Laugh about how stupid 
And immature you are
So go on
Keep talking
Your not making me feel or look bad
Your just making yourself
Look like a bad person
I know deep down in my heart I am a better person than you are
So go ahead and keep talking
You will not bring me down!

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Valentines Day Without You

February 14th,2008
Valentines Day
A day for lovers to express their love to eachother
This is the second year without you here with me
I feel so alone on this day
I feel so unloved
Watching everyone else with flowers, bears, etc.
Makes me really miss the old times me and you had together
I really wish someday you'll come back to me
Cause then we can spend a whole lifetime of Valentine's Day's together. 
What is there for me to do on this sad sad day
Alls I can do is sit an think about all of our memories so I dont go crazy missing you
This day is not supposed to involved me being depressed and lonely
It is supposed to involve me being loved and wanted.
Maybe Cupid is just mad at me or something
Why does have the right to take my love away from me ?

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You

I think about you when I wake up
I think about you before I go to bed 
I think about you while I'm sleeping
There is not a second when  I'm not thinking about you
I try to block out those thoughts so I can make it through one day without crying
But I can't seem to do it
No matter where I go a memory of us pops up on me
My house, my room, my kitchen, basement
My school, my car ...
Alls I have is the memories to hold on
Even though it hurts me to have these memories , I'm glad I still have them
It's better than having nothing at all...

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This Is How I Feel

I feel so alone. 
I feel like everything is my fault.
I feel stressed and strained. 
I feel  as though this life isn't worth living.
I feel like no matter where I go or what I do there will always be a dark cloud over my head.
I feel unloved and unwanted by many people. 
I feel this everyday battle is never going to end.
I feel like I'm slowly starting to suffocate from all of the pain I am enduring. 
I feel like nobody cares.
I feel that nobody cares enough to try to understand what I'm going through.
I feel tired and weak from defending my self every single minute of every single day. 
I feel I need a break from all of this and that it better come soon or something bad can
happen.
I feel the need to just escape from everything around me.

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Hurt

My eyes are as dark and the midnight sky
And that's because I was up all night
Up all night crying over you again
You broke my heart 
Again for the millionth time
You are killing me every single minute of every single day

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Hurt

I cry myself to sleep
Just one night
I won't allow myself
To do it ever again
He's not worth my tears
He broke my heart
But I have to be strong and move on
It hurts soo bad
But I hold my head up
And walk right past him
I keep walking
I won't let him get to my heart ever again

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Moving On

I am Strong....
I am strong enough to move on
move on away from you
away from all your pain and guilt and sadness you force upon my life
I won't look at you
I won't talk to you
Just keep your distance
We need this time apart
Well I need this time apart
I  have finally realized that you will never stop breaking my heart
It doesn't matter how much I love you
I have to move on
I will not allow myself to be hurt by you 
Never Again
And never again will I cry one tear because of you
I am moving on
Moving on to a much better life
A life of happiness and Respect
Honesty and Trust
4 Things you never in a million years could give
It's definatly going to be hard for me to let go
But I will let go of you, I refuse to let my heart be broken any more
I know I'll miss you , but this is a promise
I am done with you forever. 
So no more will you break my heart.
Sorry you lost and I won.
Cause  I bet you never thought I would let go of you
But guess what I just let go of you for good
Goodbye~!~