Only in the wretched
Broken locking
Of the safe
I was beaten into
Which refuses
To hide
Privately, despised by standards
Breakthrough! Simple
To be your sickness, in fiend
In the fiend you
Rusting edgework of him
And her and his fathers and hurting
Me better
Thanking myself always
Your cursed reproach of silence
Uncontrolling the illness
People please themselves in the dyes
Categories:
uncontrolling, abuse, atheist, child abuse,
Form: Free verse
Tears were driping timeless and no longer fleeding once,
sleeves I used as for wiping my snot and no longer cared for being dunce.
Tissues were just a meters from bathroom away,
but my eyes just stared on the door for a decay,
So I refused to think:,,I am behaving like a kid, some are more suffering...may''.
While I lay,
my eyebrows do expressions spray,
hurt has gotten on display,
while my mouth stumled words today,
my soul has let out astray.
Blood was dripping from my lips,
from my tooth which kept my mouth closed from the fiss.
My ears were peeeping like alarms,
twiching and putting my Fingers in my ears then deciding to put my arms.
My hand which was already Holding my Shirt,
was trying to hold my heart like a alert.
Counted I did now backward,
cause I did not know what happend forward.
My uncontrolling behavior,
made me call upon: ,,Saver!''
I just begged him for sleep,
what my eyes have never meet.
Sudden calm has emraced my mind,
which let me dreams find.
Categories:
uncontrolling, blue,
Form: Verse
The poem will not been published on its name.
Fee forthem fill pot mean garnished yawn, sits same.
The reminder that we will be in the same class 3 years leaves me unsure.
But I don't suffer from uncontrolling heartbeats anymore, sour tears that will burn my face and speaking that creeps me out.
At that time though going through the hurt Was like needing to sleep under the bed.
Restricted but filled with puppies.
Used as pillows of the Brand muppies.
And not caring anymore of the dirt on ground.
Because i love the night of Sound.
Calm I try to maintain myself.
Every day was still like an other, in sports class we just paid attention and did or thing, some together some alone.
But somehow you are curious and wanna know, but from my answers being brief yours now got ignored.
Me staring in your face full of confusion, a raised eyebrow and madness and staying.
Not anymore stepping away.
Still it left me embarrassed, sended you a message you unread Set.
But I didn't care at all anymore, I was just left embarassed so I Adressed it.
I spoke to the point and when you disrespect it is your stories made up i guess.
I don't care I am just Human.
Categories:
uncontrolling, bird,
Form: Alliteration
Brown eyes as mysterious as the meaning of life
Purple hair as wild as the blistering winter's wind
Skin as olive as the oak wood's bark
Voice as chilling as the halloweens fright
Rare smiles that creep across her face as unexpected as a surprise
Snakebite peircings upon her bottom lip as tempting as a blissful kiss
Energy as uncontrolling as her oppionated mouth
Imagintaion as unlimited as life's possiblities
Disturbing past that still holds her back as heart wrenching as losing your own innocense
Chains and studds don't make her what she is
The color black doesn't define what she is or what she believes in
Her desire is not to fit into a little labeled box
Rayvn is Thy.
:)
Categories:
uncontrolling, adventure, fantasy, happiness, imagination,
Form: I do not know?