It's funny how we go day to day acting as if life is just fine
That's something found only in fairy tales and nursery rhymes
True we hold up the image portraying everything's okay
Even though someone wakes with a purpose of tyring to ruin your day
We walk about emotionless pretending that we're strong
Dealing with life and it's only mission, to prove that you are wrong
Putting too much into people that wouldn't invest in us
Dumping all our trust in something we don't even trust
Trials and tribulations makes it harder and harder to cope
Watching revelations come upon us and we act as if it's a joke
Looking towards the future and we see there is no hope
Its like watching your house burn down and everything goes up in smoke
What use pushing for change when we refuse to draw the line
All the jealousy and hatred from so many narrow minds
Closing eyes on the truth that we're facing the end of times
Ain't it funny how we go day to day acting as if life's just fine
Categories:
tyring, conflict, confusion,
Form: Monorhyme
im running running fast still beaten ive landed on my twisted haed
i should be stable i should be able to stand on my sturdy feet
tyring to move forward or even a step closer
i seem to be goin backwards
the rewind button is stuck leaving me in a rut
further back i go not wanting to be left behind
please shut it off rewind
i wish i were blind
it seems like the higher i bounce the further back i go
maybe next time ill bounce outta space withouit a trace
never wanting to return they say it only counts if you give it all
so then why does it hurt so bad when i fall
i push myself to the limits to not be left behind
that is all i seem to find
they say i cant they say to dont i give them a smile and say i wont
i am powerful i am strong even iof i know im completly wrong
locked inside my mind i seem to find i truly wont be left behind
i try to make the bst of the moment for soon that moment will be gone
its in the past i push rewind in my mind to find it once again
never letting it go
following me until the end tonight im tired tomorrow a new day
i will be first not last not left behiind
i got a better plan this time
Categories:
tyring, lifeme,
Form: Free verse
Feeling as if I don't have a partner
feeling all alone
I feel like my only friend is me
I can't beleive there is nobody out there
I dought them all, I am my own prisoner
never getting out always stuck in this dark cage
the cage rattles and shakes but never does it release me
I keep searching, I keep tyring to get out but I am tired
I'm never coming back once I break free
I know this
I want to be with someone I can get to know
knowing is beleiving, beleiving is a chance
a chance is a risk, a risk of leaving them
another heartbreak, a heartbreak another darkness I can not take
no partner
just me and my lonliness
Categories:
tyring, loss
Form: Free verse