Survivor
I still remember the day you stole my innocence away.
The world shifted—
colors drained from golden light to endless shadow.
It started as a simple conversation,
slowly pulling me down to your basement.
I was only 13 years old
when you left me to walk home on shaking legs.
At first, I thought I deserved it—
because fear stole my words before
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Categories:
trigger warning, anger, anxiety, deep, feelings,
Form: Free verse
SEARCH HISTORY - A POEM 'all fake, TW'
Cute German nicknames
Germany on map
How many online friends is normal
Is having only online friends ok
How to make friends
Why don't people like me
Autism
Autism free test
Mental health test
How to cope with autism
Am I depressed
Mild depression
Anxiety
Is it anxiety or depression
How to tell if I'm suicidal
Passive depression
Passive suicidality
How to feel
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Categories:
trigger warning, angst, anxiety, depression, suicide,
Form: Free verse
Trigger Warning : Self Harm
As the room closes in,
my heart begins to pound,
body begins to shiver.
With every cut,
a story told,
in crimson lines
emotions unfold.
But in the darkness,
there's a light,
a glimmer of hope,
shining bright.
For within the scars,
resilience lies.
To those who are hurting,
I hear you,
I see you.
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Categories:
trigger warning, anxiety, depression, mental health,
Form: Free verse
Rekha - Trigger warning
Standing upon the roof top,
watching her brothers walk to school,
Rekha reminisces about her playground,
full of childhood innocent smiles.
A sole kite decorated in orange and red,
floats in the morning breeze,
Rekha feels her soul tug at her heart strings -
yearning for such freedom to roam.
A martyr to dowry, a casualty of sacrifice.
What Rekha's parents thought
was an
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Categories:
trigger warning, abuse, child abuse, poverty,
Form: Dramatic Monologue
Trigger Warning
("Contagion III", 2020, original pen and ink and oil)
Trigger Warning
From the safe space of my hardened little heart
I send out my love
In waves of conditional bliss
To all who are just like me.
And since that’s actually no one
That love only fills the hollow hardened space
A geode no one will ever open.
Yet within this mirror-facetted crystal cave
A
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Categories:
trigger warning, psychological, society,
Form: Free verse
Killing me inside Trigger warning
Depression feels like it's eating me inside,
Feels like the world is ending and all I want to do is cry,
Bills piling up so high,
And my worth of living makes me want to die,
It's killing me inside,
I can confide,
But what will it change,
Everything feels out of range,
Screaming for a life preserver as I'm drowning,
But the water
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Categories:
trigger warning, anxiety, change, death, depression,
Form: Rhyme
Trigger Warning
Trigger warning;
Cock back aim;
Just make sure you’re pointing
the barrel the right way;
Trigger warning;
Cock back aim;
Someone trying to tell you what to do?
You already know what you need to do;
Trigger warning;
Cock back aim;
Take the mirror and shatter it;
Say what you need to say;
Trigger warning;
Cock back aim;
Don’t be a reflection of the ‘quiet’
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Categories:
trigger warning, emotions, encouraging, feelings, inspiration,
Form: Free verse
On Content Warnings
There are some poems we are just not ready to write
The wound is still too fresh for us to take notes from the light of it
And our pencil tips aren't sharp enough to stitch us up just yet
When we spill our sins in ink
We pray with stained hands
Leave indigo fingerprints saying this is who I
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Categories:
trigger warning, anxiety, hurt, perspective, poetry,
Form: Free verse
Jeni and Her Army Trigger Warning Abuse
This is the story of Jeni Haynes, whose father inflicted horrific physical and sexual abuse on her from the age of four years old. As a result she created over 2000 alter egos to get her through it.
This is my account written with respect and love as I feel she would tell it, just
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Categories:
trigger warning, abuse, mental illness,
Form: Free verse
Past Pain
Looking through old posts and being reminded of the despair I was feeling a few years ago...
Posts about suicide
Posts about self harm
Posts about never feeling worthy
Posts about not wanting to be alive.
It hurts to be reminded of the pain I was feeling.
In the depths of my depression and self-loathing;
Thoughts of escaping the
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Categories:
trigger warning, mental illness,
Form: I do not know?
Rape - trigger warning
October: I'm eighteen, shortcutting home
through an autumn-burnished churchyard -
copper-lustred leaves, moss-skinned stone -
a jaunty swing of skater skirt and arm,
college folder square-sturdy in my hand.
In the moment. In the last pale pulse of sun.
Hey, can you tell me...?
I halt. I turn...
Cold earth. Colder blade dimpling my skin.
My coral cameo earrings scatter,
daisy-dotting the green.
My back is
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Categories:
trigger warning, abuse, violence,
Form: Free verse