I open the door, I made sure to smile .
Although each one has been forced quite a while.
Calm yourself , I say to myself and bury my thoughts in the sand. I'm already talking too much, I try not too, and I want to prove that I can.
I feel stupid when you look my way, in that way. Like I'm your broken other half. I'll only clown and joke around , because I love to hear you laugh.
But I know how our day will end , the same as it always starts, the entire night spent sitting silently, and at the furthest space apart
How much more can one person take , how long will this pain last,. Because I cannot spend another day, pulling splitters from my heart .
Categories:
splitters, absence, body, conflict, cry,
Form: Rhyme
The door of life lies shattered now,
Fragments scattered, I disavow.
Splitters of a dream undone,
Underneath a setting sun.
The path I walked, so full of pain,
Led to darkness, endless rain.
Each step a weight, each breath a chore,
Till life could hold my heart no more.
I stood before that broken frame,
A soul consumed by silent flame.
The light beyond, too bright to see,
A world where I could never be.
Hope once whispered In my ear,
But now it fades, replaced by fear.
The door of life, once strong and bold,
Now lies in ruins, silent, cold.
The echoes of a life misplaced,
Reflections of a time erased.
No more future, no more past,
In this void, I’m free at last.
Shards of dreams beneath my feet,
A bitter end, a sad defeat.
The door of life, its remnants few,
A testament to what I knew.
No way forward, no retreat,
In the shattered glass, defeat.
The door of life, now just debris,
A moment to what was me.
Categories:
splitters, dark, death, deep, depression,
Form: Rhyme
Lumpers gather, clump, fuse, combine and meld.
Splitters separate, divide and rupture.
The Lumper's huge nuclear fusion bomb
makes bigger bang by fusing hydrogen
than Splitter's uranium fission bomb.
So where do your allegiances lie?
Is it fusion or fission, lump or split?
Do you focus on the differences
or else, put similarities forward
when deciding how to pigeonhole things.
How do you group, class and codify friends?
Overgeneralizing is risky,
it ignores individuality.
But overs-splitting can be dicey too,
with far too much variation to grasp
and hold while you consider your options.
It is more about what's on the labels,
than the size of your hands, nets or boxes.
Categories:
splitters, friendship, moving on,
Form: Blank verse
"The last Episodes of a Vintage slave"
I'm shattered beyond belief, reaching for, an elusive life
that will never consume me, broken with with splitters in my intelligence
I do die, with slow disadvantages, chocking on harsh reflections
that keeps me on a death watch, waiting for the agent of loaded madness...
to execute me in thee (the) open, in incubus style
with hands bound to hell's bedroom of featured view...
now manipulation is but a...
Hypnosis-Inducing Drug away (sodium barbiturate) to filling your boss's
pockets with gold...
you gave a lifetime of scheming performances of which I mostly
saw in the nude...
so when the lights dim from my eyes, will you watch...
and when its your turn and your torch is extinguished
know i will wait for you, in hell...
and i will be ready to sever you all the pain you deserved,,,
aka:lyricvixen
Categories:
splitters, life, loss, mystery, scienceme,
Form: I do not know?
"The last Episodes of a Vintage slave"
I'm shattered beyond belief, reaching for, an elusive life
that will never consume me, broken with with splitters in my intelligence
I do die, with slow disadvantages, chocking on harsh reflections
that keeps me on a death watch, waiting for the agent of loaded madness...
to execute me in thee (the) open, in incubus style
with hands bound to hell's bedroom of featured view...
now manipulation is but a...
Hypnosis-Inducing Drug away (sodium barbiturate) to filling your boss's
pockets with gold...
you gave a lifetime of scheming performances of which I mostly
saw in the nude...
so when the lights dim from my eyes, will you watch...
and when its your turn and your torch is extinguished
know i will wait for you, in hell...
and i will be ready to sever you all the pain you deserved,,,
aka:lyricvixen
Categories:
splitters, death, music, passion, political,
Form: I do not know?
Far beyond the oceans deep,
in an unknown land
lived the loveliness’ own bird,
dear like golden sand.
Feathers made of rainbow light
well-bred was her will,
for the sad she gave her tears
healing dead and ill.
Aye - she was beloved, but …
then she was betrayed!
Feathers felt in mans fume out;
help is always late.
Heart broke.
Her lovely spirit darkened
like a cloud in spring
when her life was broken down
like a golden ring.
With wings of leather suffering
she was found again.
One more time she had to face
love - and the pain then.
Heart broke as crystal splitters.
Her eyes transformed to red.
scales suit skins surface
fire was her breath -
she became a dragon.
Deep inside her entity
still the phoenix lives.
Loves the music, loves the joy
loves whoever gives
her the love and kindness back
that she does deserve
And in friendships fire blaze
she will face rebirth.
Categories:
splitters, allegory, fantasy, hope, loss,
Form: Ballad
Pain runs in the open heart
Turning away to a life never to again start
Green eyed tears flow like a river's night wind
The body is clean but the mind lives in forever sin
The glass splitters as it slips to the ground
The life you had seems like it can't be found
So run as fast away from your pain
And leave behind your lost loves cane
There is so much mixed up in the mind
You look around scared about what you will find
Black seems as white as gray
So where is your soul going to stray
The pain is so much it will never be feed
The heart is torn apart till it is dead
The fire with in you has turned to ice
But that is just part of rolling the dice
But don't just lay around and cry
Look up towards the heavens and you will again fly
There are still things that have not been done
The path ahead is as bright as the sun
Just remember that the pain is just a lie
Then you will live forever and you shall never die
Categories:
splitters, hope, heart, pain, heart,
Form: I do not know?