Vexed Nights
Vexed Nights
Trapped in my own delusion,
Engulfing self induced contusions,
I imprudently cause self confusion,
Distance seems cruel to me
So I detach from what used to be,
Emotionally,
Physically,
Then spiritually,
I vanish,
Into what I imagine,
How to feel,
Deciphering what’s real,
I still,
Resent the chill,
Of dwindling heartbroken thrills,
Concentrated fears,
Regretting the years,
That past,
Knowing,
Deep down,
This,
Was promised to be the last,
Last crush,
Last love,
Last touch,
Yet,
Destined to crash but,
Somehow continue,
To repeat a crashed lust,
Never ask much,
From the other,
Than,
Honesty,
Honestly from a mass flush,
Of what happened so casually,
I'm mad at me,
Time wasted,
Births divine hatred,
Towards the fake ,
So,
Save it,
Enough is adequate,
See, life plays,
Like your favorite track again,
Enjoying the now,
Respiting future,
Isolated,
But happily,
Way of taking back,
What lyrics lack,
Replaced by a simply complexed fact
Of vexed context,
To portray contest,
Spoken,
Resembling black,
By definition,
Meaning,
Every other word is missing,
Now the mission,
Steers different,
Than it's statement,
Bodly replaced with,
Synonyms one created,
To face it ,..you know
That track from way back,
Where we vibe intellectually,
Minds on 5th dimensions,
Reciting words it said to me, ...now
Planes crumbling,
Our brains mumbling,
Uttered sounds are mistaken,
Followed by feeling like,
"Just take it!"
I phase it,
Then rephrase lips,
To proper English,
Making it seem less,
Admissible,
To deem stress,
Learning to use one,
While fighting intrusion,
Of personal values,
To sooth ones
Own abysmal
Conclusion
5.2.24@ 02:31
Aric K. Brandon Jr.
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