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Taking Hold of Age
We knew it was coming, didn't we--
and thought it was similar to dying,
still think so, but didn't realize
it was so stretched out.
That dying seems to be taking a while,
and I wonder what that means.
The only trouble is it's up to me,
and I don't like it very much.
Treading water just now, seems rather vain.
Rationale. That's it. Just don't
have the energy anymore
to cross new horizons.
But it's good for something
There's a palette of emotions accumulated,
shining on me, flashing at behavior,
and when I turn to them,
it is as if I hear them reminding me
that they've been here all along to serve.
They howl; they cry; they feed me wry smiles;
they have no mercy on my weakness.
Surprise or no
it is so.
It is a universe
my very own;
it whirls;
lt vibrates;
it pleads with me
and I am not so mature
as to be able to plead with it.
Good. There is room to continue on.
But, damn, I'm tired.
You lead.
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Copyright ©
Robert Ludden
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