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I guess I'm losing friends 2 am edition
hold on to your misery
it will work after it
i need you to be bold
and stronger than ever
i never talked at first
they come with hopes that
i might talk about sports
or barbies with gossips
i went on it to make it
perfect and started my way
got fear inside
what if they leave me and it happened again
i guess i'm losing friends
no one wants me to say hi to them
it's all mess
when i wave at them they just shrug
tried another group with all with my girls
we had fun and fights like a child
then sarah told me her secrets
i snitched her on with her bestest friend
the eyes that were gazing on me
i thought she would kill me
and she could've
she left the room with hopes
and cried in the college bathroom
what i have done like
i guess i'm losing friends
everyone wants me to say bye
people laugh at me cause i'm too dumb
as i'm not as cool or rich as them
bold of you to assume that
i have friends
i later make plans that
i'll live alone as
my oldest friend cursed me
and now we talk back
i should've talked with her instead
not to create a mess
my bestie said you did a right thing
but i don't feel that
even if she was bad
she wasn't bad to me
even if she hated someone
she didn't hated me
now i tried something usual
people like me i tried
with same level of depression
only 1 i ever was talking to
but she was bad imagery
her name was in the dirt
she was in high energy
she didn't made me cried
but once said you should die
i didn't like the vibe
was it my fault
she was talking bad about 2 others
but didn't talked about me
still i left her with a note of sorry
oh boy she came back stronger and said
" you and your promises , i'm not for a vibe"
"you should've told me that our friendship was lie"
3 year or less i ed up
with nothing but regrets more
everyone left me
all they see my face
not talking to them
ignorance no assurance
i hate myself more now
can't blame on my anxeity
i was trying to find someone special
all i did was nothing
but crime in the name of friendship
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Abhay Rana
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