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Does he like black girls?
Does he like black girls
Or does he like the idea of the swirl
Does he like black girls
Or does he only like type two and three curls
Does he like black girls
Or does he want bragging rights
Does he like black girls
Or does he just want a turn
Does he like black girls
Or does he want a taste of the 'experience' they claim we have
Does he like black girls
Or do they just think we are 'fast'
Does he like black girls
Or does he feel entitled to my bed
Does he like black girls
Or is this just a bet
Does he like black girls
Or are we not his 'preference'
Does he like black girls
Or do they think we are easy to get because they believe our options are limited
Does he like black girls
Or is my skin a turn off
Does he like black girls
Or are we too different, maybe to exotic
Does he like black girls
Or is this to them a trend
Does he like black girls
Oh how I wish these thoughts would end
I hate how I want him to like Black girls
Does that make me desperate
Does he like black girls
Or am i just not the beauty standard
Does he like black girls
Or is this some sick and twisted fetish
A dream they have fantasised
All their life
I hate how I want the world to except me as I am
I hate how the world has forced my hand
I hate how the world made me expect nothing left
I hate how the world made me unsure of my blackness
I hate how I have to question my worth
How every time I think of love I ask
Is It something I have earned
I hate how I question if its something I deserve
And finally I hate when I wonder
When will it be my turn
Copyright ©
Layla Riley-Hill
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