My heart is far away from me, i wonder if hes dreaming of me. i know im in his thoughts. All
the "i love yous" and "i miss you babes" tell me he cares. I gave him my6 body and soul,
then why is my mind playing lies of deception. Insecure was never my basis. He betrayed
me once and i took him back. Trust and honesty holds deep yet the memories resound
vividly. Who are we? couples, lovers, future husband and wife? The questions never stop
coming. Is this how it is when your in love, or am i in love. For so many years , i pondered,
could i ever love? I say it so easily like its meant to come out but so fast i move on. I dont
think my heart has ever been broken. There never was a wall to rebuild. I feel no sadness,
is it my strength and feminism? Or can i just not feel those big emotions.? With him, theres
that spark though, the happiness when we talk, that eminent smile, it cant fade. The sensual
joy in his arms. Is it pure lust and satisfaction, are we just nymphos for eachother? Is it
love? the song replays like a scratched record. He is mine and i am his, we are to last
forever and always, so it must be love!
Categories:
nymphos, passionheart, heart, sensual,
Form: Prose Poetry
Slight vibrations quake my heart
I long to hear her silent tone
Intervals are my demise
Apoptosis in lovers cell?
Thoughts race towards self-destruction
Divers expect a fatal crash
No fulfillment, no peace of mind
Nymphos in catholic school
Emoticons con my emotions
Truth lays in these dotted eyes
Blue crashing waves pull me under
No more desire to fight this pool
Curb my cravings of fasting hunger
I delight through unspoken solitude
A heart that beats is one that lives
My heart waits to hear the tune
Categories:
nymphos, computer-internet, love, on writing
Form: Free verse