Maladaptive Poems - Poems about Maladaptive

The flashing lights grow closer, but the cries of my 6-year-old sister have quieted. To my left, I see the car driver, my brother, lying motionless in the road. Rain hits my legs. No. Blood drips down my body. I can no longer feel my own pulse. Relief washes over me; I won’t have to face the agony of...

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I unplug myself from reality; Dissociate myself from everything. Put my body on aeroplane mode To go back to the daydreams and delusions Just so I could feel something. But when I return I always find everything shattered And so I try to pick everything up And get back on track Only to find I've lost everything in me. The bits and...

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Everyone was begging me to do something about my anxiety. So I got into meditation. So I mediate every day. It was all on them. Then it was all mine. Forever, all mine. As sad as it is, It gets less daunting over time. And more like- This is heavenly. And more like- I will live forever if I keep this up. For hours and hours, Then...

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A hand full of bliss, with life’s contentment, I woke up desolate....

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And maybe tonight in feasting I'll inhale the flavors of my meal and exhale colors in the wind I have not been chosen beyond our understanding, it just is It’s the quiet that scares me so I'm a puppeteer of the shadows Dancing near the light source to feed my lonely I breathe this naturally Another dimension Another time More laughter I'm pacing and spinning Yelling and singing I'm in...

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