Long Itll Poems

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	All I wanted to do was love, Care, and cater to you.
Color didn’t matter, you could a been Red, Green, or Blue.
It was your smile, your touch, the way you carried yourself that...

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I deleted the words before I could say them 
Ate the words before I spat them out
I buried them alive 
Like my heart
I left a tumor in me to encapsulate 
N one day it’ll kill...

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I got drunk by my self last night
There was just nothing else to do
I told myself that itll be alright
If I could just get that memory out of sight

My eyes are half closed
From staring down...

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Chop Chop Chop

Differences in swings

Chop Chop Chop

Change up the tempo

Chop Chop Chop Chop

Ill make a difference in them

Chop Chop Chop

If I trim a couple of edges itll be perfect

Chop chop chop

They’ve been my friend forever

Chop...

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The way she wore Chuck Taylors 
and wide leg JNCO jeans
with a backpack and a skateboard 
your average 90's teen.
Music meant life those days
with a wide range of variety 
in my CD  collection
from Etta...

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Someone please
answer me 
I'm gonna scream
I was weak 
but Why'd 
I hide Beneath
The streaks n stains
for weeks and days
Feel so week
For these things
I feel i
Reak of shame
So now These
streams of pain
Leak down
my face
every day
I day...

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Someone please
answer me 
I'm gonna scream
I was weak 
but Why'd 
I hide Beneath
The streaks n stains
for weeks and days
Feel so week
For these things
I feel i
Reak of shame
So now These
streams of pain
Leak down
my face
every day
I day...

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Everyday,
I question my fate 
Do I push, 
this Issue do i wait?
The decades of pain.
I chose to Medicate in ways,
To forget your face.
I Stay dazed. 
For all the ways,
All the days,
Memories in-vain
The torment and pain
so...

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Someone please answer me I'm gonna scream I was weak but Why'd I hide Beneath The streaks n stains for weeks and days Feel so week For these things I feel i Reak of shame...

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Everyday, I question my fate Do I push, this Issue do i wait? The decades of pain. I chose to Medicate in ways, To forget your face. I Stay dazed. For all the ways, All...

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Will love ever find me

Bridge 
Will love ever find me 
Yes
At your worst or your best
Love is just a test (oh yeah)
Will love ever find me
Yes
At your worst or your best
Love is just a test...

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you walk through the door, i try to quickly catch my breathe
seeing you walk towards me, my heart skips a beat
you softly tell me you love me. it sounds all so simple, but it felt...

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a fire breaks out in his pants
whenever she walks into the room
but she just laughs
at how quaint he is
she has eyes only for the old man at
the end of the bar
his beat era leather socks...

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A mother in the kitchen sweating to the bone .billy put your toys away.maya dont mark up the table with your favorite marker daddy will have a fit.she feels a kick and smiles and you...

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Counting down the remains of time
For when we can pop the cheap champagne and boxed wine
For a week and change
At night feeling Juju preparing as well engage
Pushing downwards, giving pressure and stabs of bittersweet pains
In...

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I drink this wine
Remeber the good times weve had 
In good times and health
Sometimed the bad

Look back at the memories
I wonder where they have gone
Life sometimes gets in the way
Of what we started upon

Bridge
Baby dont...

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A boy stood before a wizard or possibly a bum he thought seconds before the boy had not noticed him there though he pretended to hide the fear.
I knew you were there i saw you...

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In a maze in a daze
Amaging this to is just a phase
Itll be ok 
Well get through it
Make up for it
Get it right 
You didnt mean it 
Its a small fight
A womens cry her soul...

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I stare into those bright eyes so blue
You scour these lips with those kisses
I dont know if we'll ever be through
When youre away its you my mind misses

And when its time for one of us...

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in the daylight im just like you i blend in just like you
i walk like you talk like you eat like you but im not you
in the hours leading up to midnight you'd think we...

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I learned to accept good with the 
bad.. The ugly ruined everything we 
ever had, realizing u were 
everything I ever had. said u didnt 
rly care & thats what makes me mad 
dnt kno...

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why dont you go eat Sardines?
Stupid coupe, Cupid poop
dandalion wine, hmmm...
century's past
AProved uh by uh me
Hidden, Stricken, Chicken, Picken
my el camino..., blast OFF!
Sad And blue
bruiser
chosen by Lester (AKA The melester)
whats the deal with carnivores and...

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Nobody wants to be lonely, hurt, burned, pushed, 
No, It breaks you, crushes your soul
It takes the life force, right from your breathe,  
Crushes your spirit,
Hunts you down, crucifies your soul,
Rips the feeling right...

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I see an opening, in the deep blue skies
and colors of the rainbow, are always flashing by
even when i msad i know, it'll be alright
itll be, itll be alright

There are some days that, I just...

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Forever & always hun 
i'll never truly turn away 
i need you to say those words with meaning
Forever & always itll be tattoo'd on my chest 
 i dont want to give up 
i wana...

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