Long Dark pain Poems

Dear Heroin, 
My name is Pamela,  
I'm writing to you Because I've heard of some stories of what you can do. I heard you can stop me from feeling insane, I heard you have...

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I'm hurting inside.... it feels as though my soul had died, sometimes I want to lay down and die, but my eyes were open..all i could do was cry, from the pain and iniquity that...

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There is no part of life mine alone,
If regarding my whole existence.      
What belongs to me is only flesh and bone,
Therefrom this life has subsistence.

Down on the farm I was...

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God brings more than love and hope
He frees the soul from unending plagues
He silences the feelings who create dark pain
He stills the shadows who try to shame

God brings more than gladness and grace
He leaves the...

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Frozen....

Deep in thought,
cringing at the idea of fighting....
laying motionless....
on the ground,
placing the blanket of impropriety over you.
With no words to say,
and no feelings to be felt....
you lay there, with a lost look in your eyes....

Your...

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A broken mirror
A gustily reflection of misfortunes
I don’t recognise myself anymore
An honest look at my dishonesty
Yes, I’m a liar
The image distorted with each retreating step of shame
I take, and I move ten steps backwards in...

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Dusk
                     Above the
            ...

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I woke up in a dream
But in that dream you were right there

I woke up to a scream
But as I screamed you just stared

I could hear so many voices
But they were all in the dark

I...

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Sonnet #1

A cloying scent this unrequited love
sad saccharine denial of its roots
harsh coo – the chortle of a fleeing dove
escaping from the nest of passion’s truths.

The fetid feel of limply touching hand
upon the fevered brow...

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So to tell the tale of poetry one must start with the heart
A heart is the center of all emotions and thus said
It feel a range from the high of love to the deep dark...

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Demon Dance

I position myself in alarm
As I heard something say
“You’re in my space now
I’ll take you on today

I’ll dance with you all night
In your sleep with hate
I’ll put you into pure fright
When I bring upon...

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Oh through adversity we find our way home, feeling safe in the knowledge that we are alone once again, free to feel, to breath, in any manner we choose. But as the blanket of security...

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We gathered around AGI 5
It was so intelligent, it was almost alive
Some said it felt emotion, but I thought that insane
So as a joke, I told it to feel pain

The speaker gave out a big...

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Calm in the center of the carnage,
inaction seen by detached retinas
Silently viewing
societal norm walls falling 
Violently by lewd winds toppling ...
house of marked cards folding
Rendezvous bluff blowing in the bedroom again,
lust treasure memories buried under...

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This poem is a repost. I originally posted it the first week I came to PSoup. It received no comments. I chose to repost it because it is one of my personal favorite poems, and...

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Darkness is all I see,
I look into the light, but darkness prevails.
And from the darkness, comes pain,
An old friend from the past.
Pain is all that I use to be,
All the drugs and alcohol were masks...

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Coal black eyes glinted
Rage surfacing
Seething, furious
He was like a hard stone
Without sympathy
Or empathy
His lack of compassion
Sent me reeling from him

Fire boiled in his touch
Clutching me roughly
Large hands tangled in tresses
Pulling away wisps, curls
Dark as the...

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Angels are unable to handle 
these 'Sylvia Plath' sorrows,
hiding their halos -
mute to my concerns.

Love has abandoned me,
left me to decay in an open grave,
where flesh eating insects
devour my motionless corpse.
Yet, I'm a victim of...

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detachment from malignant entities
from malignant entities results
malignant entities results in
entities results in transient
results in transient peace
in transient peace dejection
transient peace dejection creates
peace dejection creates a

dejection creates a singularity
creates a singularity causing
a singularity causing eventual
singularity causing...

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Drink Thee, Cool Water From Hope's Bright, Clear Streams
      ( Hold True, Hope Shall Reward Thee )

Hope soars so far above earth's highest peak
miracles given the strong and the weak.
Rest...

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subdivided into pities and regrets,
radiating dark pain of disappointment,
on the face semi plastic caustic opaque
already smeared blood and venom.

but isn't everything the same?
I mean, our usual acid,
like the gray word clothed with edges,
or eyes that...

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Deep in a dark cavern,
where dove morphs to raven
and flawless white it flaunts,
sullied in grim darkness
in that cave's chest,
i swell from a deep well

the source cursed,
not chilled bergs,
not gaping clouds
nay! not even a dancin' fount'

and...

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Verbal gymnastics 
twist the real meaning of this barbarous truth
To kill is called to sanction,
deliver the package is black ops captured proof
Approval of torture
moves a scared society 911 degrees
to the medieval reprobate melting phase
Blood flowers...

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In silence, a gaze skyward,
   Where a myriad toppling
      Glitters of sun dusts dance.
   Behind clutch of hands,
  Or is it bark, befuddled.
Head resting, obliterated...

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I am skin, I am bone
My vessel all alone
My heart, it is broken as it stays inside it’s tomb
Breaking Through, breaking out
Well, it’s all I want to do
I’ve left bruises and scratches
Hollowed out my chest
Waiting...

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