Long Bpd Poems

I have been staying awake for as long as I can.
I have been doing this till I come up with a better plan.
I have been going and going till I can no longer stand.
I have...

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My mind shorts out sometimes 
And my judgment goes out the window 
That's when I do stupid 
& the aftermath makes me feel suicidal. 
Sometimes it leads me right into
Temptation 
& straight into evil. 
Catching...

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I hoped that you could still
speak to me in pain,
and never let me leave your arms.
I hope you never forget me.
I write to you,
my favourite person, wishing that you’d read.
Hoping you’d hear my inner screams.
As...

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These secrets of the things I went through
As a child are so hard to keep, so hard to tell
I've made no pact, no promise with the devils
To keep the secrets, I just went through the...

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This is a poem to my BPD. As much as I hate you, I need to accept you are a part of me. That is not to say my diagnosis defined who l am, more...

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Imagine waiting for something or maybe it’s someone. Someone you look for in everyone you pass by but not someone that is easy to find. Everytime you pass by these people you look at their...

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How do I explain
That my emotions are painful
That happiness is euphoria
That anger is blinded rage
That love borders obsession
How do I explain
That my emotions are my enemy
That sadness is suicidal thoughts
That pain is an agonizing fire...

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never do listen to sweet sirenes´ call
promises made by them lead to your fall
they try to lull you into a false peace
claiming that all of your problems would cease


go read their faces they just need...

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for R, my dear friend fighting against BPD



whether you're happy or feel very sad
think you are likeable or mostly bad
find yourself unsightly or rather pretty
wallow in pleasure or cheerless self-pity


whether use make up to smooth...

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In shadows cast by memories' sway,
I pen this note where demons play,

To you, my love, who stood so tall,
I reach across the chasm's call.

Forgive me for the storms I brewed,
For words like knives, harsh and...

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My mental health. 

Oh this empty feeling in my core,
A constant ache I can't ignore,
A void that can't be filled with lies,
An emptiness that never dies.

Why can't I feel like others do?
Why must I always...

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I’m sitting all alone with this empty hole inside,
I can’t seem to stop thinking “it’s always me, I’d rather die”. The voices surround me, crying out my biggest fears. As I sit staring blankly at...

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To Women With BPD

Born sad, with an addiction to be loved,
lone female of a wasted woman world.
Strong longing in the night hours to be hugged.
You, precious proper Borderline girl.

Borderline Disorder of Personality,
running from him to...

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Mental health, a precious treasure
Often overlooked, but its value cannot measure
A fragile thing, yet so resilient
It takes care of us, with love and fulfillment

Anxiety, depression, bipolar, BPD, PTSD, ADHD or OCD
Mental illnesses affect humanity
In silence,...

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feel so heavy,
Weighed down by an anchor
No one can physically see.
I'm expected to be okay
To live a normal life 
While dealing with a 
chemical imbalance,
An emotional disturbance 
Whose presenting symptoms are
Self destructive binges 
And manic...

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It’s so hopeless. 
I try so hard to be strong, because I know the people around me need somebody to be.
But how much stronger can I be when I carry the weight of the world...

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Animistic descent from sanity
Boorish attitude, sense of lost control
Crawl out of your skin, bloody vanity
Darkness claws like a black hole
Eternal uncertainty wreaks mayhem
Freedom not given, glued to midnight
Glutton of attention, cannot condemn
Hungry for life, all...

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Regret has become a vindictive old friend
We’ll go hand and hand until my cold bitter end
And as hard as I try to fake and pretend
These holes in my heart I’ll never fully mend
All these men
They...

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Well, I think I found them. Yes they may not look the same, and yes they may not have the same personality. But it’s not always just about that, that isn’t what I'm looking for....

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I don’t want my love to be violent. 

  

But when I love, I rip my organs out of my chest, I take my knitting needles and make you a scarf out of my...

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How do you deal with your own thoughts?
I hide behind a mask,
To ensure no one can see,
See the real me.
Through the smile on my face,
Leads to a dark place.
The darkness is so empty,
So numbing and...

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In shadows cast by fractured minds, a dance,
Borderline whispers, a tumultuous trance.
Emotions veer, a rollercoaster ride,
For those who stand close, by love's sweet side.

A storm within, tempests of the mind,
Identity fractures, elusive to find.
From highs...

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I operate in abundance of extremes,
Flirtish to skittish; kind-hearted to mean
I am a tolerant bigot or a emotional stoic
Yet everyone around me don’t even know it

The tug-o-war of conflicting interests 
Both teams in an endless...

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I have a label which is called BPD
It basically reads “don’t help me.”

Everyone will say and talk
“they are not ill, it is all in their heads.”
“they are taking up all our hospital beds.”

“they just want...

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We don’t just love, we fall so deep into the emotion
that we’re consumed in the feeling, 
we’re terrified of the thought of you leaving,
so we leave before you have the chance.
I always thought this was...

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