Down in the valley
I was visited by stigmata
A demon in various disguises
Praying to be with our Lord
Believing Satan wanted a war
So be it, devil! Unsheathe your sword!
What would the price be,
Hurling stones into the heads of giants
Who only bring scorn on the backs of
The death worms? A vacant state?
Nay, perma death.
I will arise on mountain time
To curse the lobotomy given me
Escaping down the hallways of heavy sigh's,
Still lucid but highly traumatized
Wielding the word like a lie
I've yet to discern why I had died
From this here my, lobotomize me
Some more, we will even the subtle score,
That's what I'm in for,
To be a devil betwixt God and our Lord.
Categories:
lobotomize, angst, anxiety, conflict, emotions,
Form: Narrative
Cackle grackle tee hee hee
How much more annoying can a weird laugh be?
You have not met my twin or me apparently.
Our silent twin laugh could lobotomize thee
Categories:
lobotomize, humor,
Form: Free verse
Sometimes there's just nothing
the perspective of life, I mean
if you think about the emptiness of this moment
in the possibility of it extending infinitely
or the inevitability of evils
that are about to arrive...
today at the market someone went crazy
threw vegetables in the air, shouted
cried
all that noise
all meaningless
maybe it's something inherent to tuesdays
I need to get home early, I thought
lobotomize my brain with tv
I think that's what we do
we warm the sofa with our bodies
we dream of the amazing days to come
and when they never arrive
we throw lettuces against the sky
we scream
we cry
Categories:
lobotomize, analogy, sad,
Form: Free verse
Not much in the light that blinds.
Not much
in the sunny jocularity of the excited breath.
Not much from the two tarnished windows.
Grey matter lives as a sleepless lizard,
lobotomize the beast,
ideas are heavier than light,
stay where the shadows dance,
see the jewel
set within its unlit bezel.
Nothing original arrives
while staring at the sun.
Categories:
lobotomize, poetry,
Form: Free verse
How deep is your love
Love offers, sacrifices
Out of fearful darkness as a bright light, love arises
Love compromises, love advises
Love capitalizes, centralizes You
Love exercises and legitimizes You
Love doesn't jeopardize, or terrorize
Love doesn't lobotomize, love moisturises
Musicalises - Love doesn't parasitizes
or scandalizes -Love sympathizes &
emphasises - Walk in love
Offer and sacrifice yourself - Love each other
Love each other thermally - Love builds
Don't love by word, nor with your tongue
But love in work and truth - Not in theory,
but in practice - Serve each other through love
Let your love be genuinely true
Categories:
lobotomize, love, true love,
Form: Quatrain
(from The John Poems)
Transplant my heart;
I need it no more,
And remove my libido too.
Neither’s required
For this life I live,
Useless as love for you.
Lobotomize
The caring part
Of my overheated brain.
Then proceed to excise
The urge to dream.
I’ll never love again.
Categories:
lobotomize, break up, depression, feelings,
Form: I do not know?
Amidst the cruel claws of doubt
I plunged disastrously without
Your helping hand, your soothing voice,
In spite of how you had the choice;
You've purchased now my dying breath
Through willed abuse, my cause of death.
Such shrewd abuse, the form of which
Is crude neglect and wicked word
The currency that made you rich
And turmoil that within me stirred.
Like putting out a fire by
Pretending that it isn't there,
Or heartening me as I cry
By gifting me an empty stare.
Like making my body hurt less
By handing me a pack of smokes.
In order to relieve my stress,
Lobotomize me as I choke.
The torment you've engraved in me
Through harsh, relentless, cold abuse
Does prompt one thought, that death is glee,
To which I offer no excuse.
Such cold abuse, such cold abuse
That racks my frame, my mind, my soul.
Like reassuring a recluse
By not talking to him at all.
Like swindling your warmth from me
By giving it to someone else
And forcing me to sit and see
While ice around me slowly melts.
Like lying in a manner bland
About the bullet you would take,
So that I wouldn't think "to hand
The gun to you is a mistake."
Categories:
lobotomize, lost love, me, me,
Form: Epitaph
Shadows under my eyes
The Doctor ignores my cries
Meds Lobotomize
By Robb A. Kopp
All Rights Reserved © MMX
Categories:
lobotomize, depression, health
Form: Senryu