everyone’s entitled
to their fits of insanity
inappropriateness
rudeness
ignorance
that is~
everyone but me
heaven forbid
I should once
leave my smile
by the wayside
and let show
a hint of impatience
that just simply
wouldn’t do
AP: 2nd place 2020
Posted on September 20, 2019
Categories:
inappropriateness, identity, integrity, perspective, stress,
Form: Free verse
Inappropriate thoughts
Derived from man
Nipples taut
Delicate hands
Golden mane
Ombré perfection
That's my plane
The wrong direction
Lips like mine
Soft and smooth
We intertwine
Curve and groove
I work my hands
In a place familiar
Answering demands
Results are killer
Fingers on skin
Soft to a tickle
I see her grin
Our thoughts, fickle
Too feminine are we
To take this route
But inevitably
We taste the fruit
Categories:
inappropriateness, girl, lust,
Form: Rhyme
It is so hard to go way back when,
I can remember how it felt being trapped under him.
not being able to breath
as if my chest would cave in.
Now you are asking me to go back again.
Never realizing how going back would affect my present.
I just want to curl up and give in.
I know you have to go back in order to go forward,
but the feelings I am having are far to great.
There have been many things that have held me back,
everything from ADHD to my terrifying past.
I am trying my best to stand on my own two feet,
But in the mean time they are messing with my mind.
I have been on several different meds
and now find it hard to rest my head at night
Some of my decisions lately are not me,
So please excuse the inappropriateness
And now I'm afraid of the consequences that await me.
I know I will feel better after I write this,
So this is how my last few days have been.
I'm holding tight to my pen right now because it is what feels safest.
Categories:
inappropriateness, confusionme,
Form: Rhyme