In this shattered dream
I didn’t want the silence
Goalless the flying hope
On the swinging touch
I wanted the love
But I’ve to be silent
I wanted a warm kiss
I wanted the agitated touch
I wanted the elated shared bed
Expected impassable celebration
Expected never decaying pleasant time
I expected the love
But I’ve to be silent
Age in the teen, golden period
Playful density in the mind
Blue tickled embracing
Inebriated dance weaving
A knot of hands in hands
Wandering steps on the silvery pebbles
Sipping espresso with the masking sun
Drizzling on the oceanic hills
Everything I wanted with the love
I drew a crowded station on the winked canvas of love
But silence, silence everywhere
Now I’ve to survive in the silent letter
O’ Love is the farmer of the silence with the craving surf
©Mahtab Bangalee
29th January, 2025
Chattogram
Categories:
goalless, love,
Form: Free verse
On the winter leaves
Dew after the foggy night
Vision of mirage
Limitless horizontal line
Crystal sky as long as sight
Frame of emptiness
On the highway road of sky
Fluttering wings of the eagle
Radar of freedom
Silent rhythm of river stream
Towards the goalless goalie
Lyrics of the eternity
Don’t deceive to be deceived
Love all to win without defeating
Negative enjoys nothing
Breathe, breathe and breathe
Feel the silent language of lungs
Life speaks to death
©Mahtab Bangalee
Chattogram
08/12/2022
Categories:
goalless, life, longing, relationship,
Form: Free verse
What the truth is
What the lie is
The answer crafted in me a contradictory root
Sometimes I feel, I understand
I'm defeated by the lie
They are human where I think I'm nothing
At end of everything they are right being
Now, on the deck of loser
like the migratory birds, I'm
Willing to fly to goalless address;
Time crawling to the way of itself
like glittering water on arum leaf
For six months behind them
I'm snared by their good look
In their own cavern, they are busy
I'm abandoned prayer on my knee
Where the truth is, where the lie is
My anger lost all words of peace
And now, the anger or the peace
Advises me, "Be patient, please"
Where I learn- 'Anger is nothing,
But the weak child of knowledge.'
Chattogram © Mahtab Bangalee
Categories:
goalless, life,
Form: Free verse
I realized that You would always utter awareness.
As though you saw yourself to be fragile and goalless.
Youth retreat, assuming themselves were worthless.
If you look into a mirror, you will moot your uniqueness.
It is self-evident that we will all be cloaked in murkiness.
A utopian world will vanish, leaving utter worthlessness.
Placed 1st in this contest
Written: June 02, 2021
Sponsored by: Brian Strand
ALL YOURS (Jun 11) Poetry Contest
Categories:
goalless, allusion, creation, destiny, dream,
Form: Free verse
Mind; O Beauty
My mind of thinking is autonomous
On this forlorn golden brothel
So, let's
Be wanderer
On this independent trunk of the sky
Like the goalless morning breezes
So, let's
Be traveler
On this independent chest of earth
Like the goalless ever-flowing stream of the river
So, let's
Be dreamer
In this independent brothel of the loving heart
Like the epoch maker verses of the classical poet
Chattogram © Mahtab Bangalee
Categories:
goalless, life,
Form: Free verse
Goal changed after every failure,
Now nothing left with me
Goal changed reaction of everyone,
Dream of parents broken
But my dream still fighting hopelessly
Marks are very bad
Seats are limited and cut-offs unlimited,
Finely career of my level, expenditure is bounded,
But my dream never stays in boundaries,
Thoughts are without marks,
A career of my choice that last lifeless,
Every day I waited for,
The day of my happiness.
The goalless oo the goalless
Categories:
goalless, allusion, anger, blessing, cute,
Form: Free verse
In the rhyme of iambic rains
I'm wetting; sweet scent of
Cake in my writings nostrils
Nostrils of the poetic sense in
Off mood; barren field the whole
Day is seeking the crops of words
Words is the lost substance of
The subconscious pen; meditating
Regions of heart weaving a path
Path now showing me the light in
This rising night; I'm writing a
Goalless hive of my expression
Expression of time in me like a bee
To survive for a name hoarding honey
22.08.2020 Chattogram
Categories:
goalless, poetry, writing,
Form: Free verse
Pessimistic minds
Pray to heavenly vaccines
From the death valleys
Day and night will live,
Universe with the nature
will live without I
Revolt reel
I make free sky kite
Aimlessly
Read or hate
Goalless lantern light
Knows to guide
Vaccines for the life
Poison for the death
The revolution of science
Must come to awake all world
16.04.2020 (Chattogram City)
Categories:
goalless, how i feel,
Form: Free verse
On the womb of goalless winds
Lying healthy eggs covid-nineteen
Beware of virus offsprings!
Stay at home more patiently
World is under control of virus
Believe it or not; stay safe
O independence, where're you?
Victim of alien though I'm free
Now winds read the news of deaths!
30.03.2020 (Chattogram City)
Categories:
goalless, how i feel,
Form: Free verse
Dreams after dreams
onto the embroidered sky
to dye your fainted heart
Dreams flap the wings of hopes
to your deepest sky of miscellaneous minds
All there
unseen, unspoken
like the ascetic wanderer
for bringing the peace on the flying wings of pigeons
All there are auspicious starting
but ending is esoteric
Oh the goalless dreams forgetting the roots
now seeking the ashes of Phoenix truths
- December 18, 2019 CTG, BD
Categories:
goalless, dream,
Form: Free verse
Life
the journey of dream,
mixed of illusion and reality
truth- a delusional power!
in love
the life is
flying to
goalless destination
Wonderfulness
is standing
by the side of all crossing
Welcome
to the crisscross
weaved breathing
-05/11/19 Ctg, BD
Categories:
goalless, life,
Form: Free verse
Years- content, scheduled, unsure
Years- fun, empty, wasted
Not few, not a couple,
Not too many, just enough
To feel soulless, goalless, unexcited
Young enough to choose direction,
Too old to define life based on talent
Young enough to find a yearn for something, anything,
Old enough, yearning for many things
The urge to dance, sing, write,
New, diverse, unlike the usual
Not defined by anything besides what could one day be
Defined not by resentment,
But the fact, that even though happiness should come from finding greatness
Happiness has come from the journey of not finding it;
Greatness has not been found, in fact
Greatness is yearned for,
Causing unsureness and adventurousness
Adding to the journey,
In turn, creating a sense happiness,
Almost better than the true form
Not only one soul, but a soul and the glow
The glow ignites form a form completely separate
For with this form, plans have somewhere to begin
To branch goals for life from one, true, sure, existence.
©
Categories:
goalless, confusion, happiness, hope, life,
Form: I do not know?
A skating I go
On the thin ice of life.
A skating I go
On the thin ice of love.
On the fine sheet of ice, I draw fine lines
As the skate curves along the icy floor
Like a child scribbling indecipherable incurvates
My creasing destiny, on my palm I delineate
Ignorantly apprehensive of my desired fate.
Reeling over the stones of enticing mutiny
Orbiting along an extended apogee.
Gathering myself together, combating myself unceasingly;
Victoriously I follow my self-defined philosophy.
Cognizant I am, of the hardship and pain
Of the marathon race I've undertaken.
Yet on the thin ice of love and life
Inexorably carrying the burden of life
A skating I'll always goalless go.
Categories:
goalless, introspection, life, philosophy, sad,
Form: I do not know?