Eclipsed the deep feelings
Ecstatic glory gone
Effected heart dealing
Effused in no soft tone
Ensnared after enticed
Emboweled with cold ice
Emotions slowly diced /
Categories:
emboweled, emotions,
Form: Rhyme
And I
From the Nebo of my knees
Searched earth, sea and sky
In vain
For what I need I already was
And what I am to be I am
Creature of his hands
He who is
And never was
And never can be to be
For his eternity
Is one now
One absolute moment
That consumes me
Into his omnipresence
Where existence
Has no plurality
For what is absolute
Must exist
Essential and only truth
Infinite
And beyond me
The finite understanding falling
For worship at his feet.
And I
From the Pisgah of my faith
Comprehend fragments
Of manifestations
Emboweled in the eternal omnipresence
Of the omniscient One.
Categories:
emboweled, faith
Form: Free verse
How much lower could I go?
How much more could I take?
Hadn't I had my fill,
my share
more than my share?
And you held my head underneath
the water in the wooden trough
you, gestapo god
and by christ
you did not let me
come up for air.
You willed me to be a new thing
an aquatic creature
gilled and with a cold cold heart
through which beat the freon
that was the inguement of your
universe.
You left me for dead in the trough
this new terrible thing
neither human nor emboweled
with a soul of its own.
You didn't have the decency
to leave me in a goodly sized pool
in which I could stretch my fins '˜n
flippers and relax a moment
and glom sleek-bottomed
tadpoles metamorphosing
into another kind of life --
Amphibian....
We're just another
fire alarm for you, ain't we
tripping off warnings of the coming
apocalypse --
I hear many bells and alarums
all over the world --
you took my sight,
and my speech
but you left me hearing
goddamnit
and a watery
life in death
set to a soundtrack
filled with music that's
little better than buzz saw
noise
from a new
generation
I can understand
only too well -
The Damned.
Amphibians.
Categories:
emboweled, angst, animals, confusion, depressionme,
Form: Free verse