I find peace in darkness,
But can never sleep,
My head rings with the songs of the damned,
A lost path,
I'm blind.
Maybe it will get better,
Maybe I will get rest tonight,
Oh but no,
Oh no,
Not tonight,
I've just been injected with more anxiety.
An endless cycle of regret,
carelessness,
and dismissiveness.
And I blame myself fully,
I am the cause,
But I cannot stop this,
This madness that seeks me,
In the morning I must only pretend,
Durning the day I must sleep,
but cannot,
In the evening the cycle begins again.
My energy is renewed.
Categories:
durning, anxiety, depression, mental illness,
Form: Lyric
yes i sleep and eat
at the beach
durning the summer
guest am beaach bummer
like me there are others
BEACH LOVER
Categories:
durning, love
Form: I do not know?
durning that time
what was crime
there's still signs
in the books
that didn't cooke
you can see the
look
from the hooks
they had no voiceS
no
BLACKS HAD NO CHOICES
Categories:
durning, black-african amer
Form: I do not know?
you think you matter and what not
you think you are amazing and everything
you may think that everything im doing im trying to make it seem like that i
dont care, but you know i do
you can think that im just a little obsessed over these things
you know you think that everything ive said to you i dont truly regret
you may think that i miss you or miss talking to you
you can think that i stay up late laying in my bed at night wondering what i
think that went wrong
you think you know that im just a kid inside
you think that you were the only thing i would think about durning the day.
well, i got news for you.
if you actually did think like this,
then you'd be completely right
but i know you dont, and you think everythings fine.
well heres the real new.
its not, never has been, never will be.
nothing is ever fine in my world.
end of story.
Categories:
durning, depression, girlfriend-boyfriend, lost love,
Form: Free verse