Once Again

I find peace in darkness, But can never sleep, My head rings with the songs of the damned, A lost path, I'm blind. Maybe it will get better, Maybe I will get rest tonight, Oh but no, Oh no, Not tonight, I've just been injected with more anxiety. An endless cycle of regret, carelessness, and dismissiveness. And I blame myself fully, I am the cause, But I cannot stop this, This madness that seeks me, In the morning I must only pretend, Durning the day I must sleep, but cannot, In the evening the cycle begins again. My energy is renewed.