I do
I do
Once upon a time
I did
Crash
Blood
Dismembered parts of us
Burned arteries
Holding
A heart
Still beating
Still bleeding
the past
Is a blade
Memories cut
Deep
As the knife of regret
Slices what’s left
Of our lives
I do
I do
Once upon a time
Remember you
What was
So different
From
What is
And what now is not.
Elizabeth Dispenza. Copyright 2023
Divorce poems
The Storm
There is just enough love
to know what I should do
I did not know the spirals
the zig zag, the sharpness
of the cuts
of being your mother
Thirty five years now of no-sleep nights
the knocks on the door at midnight
the 911's of motherhood
I still hear the echoes of your cries
burning my ears
as I stand in the summer rain
the amber red lights of porchlights
flash like the police cars you encounter
what good will my tears do now?
shackles that click
encircling your strong wrists
a sound I thought I'd never have to save you from
You came into this world innocent and hungry
and when I gazed upon your face
I named you for the archangel
the votives still lit with hopeful prayer,
You are walking in silence
over a path of stones,
in tragic orange,
a butterfly so beautiful
with clipped wings.
Elizabeth Dispenza. all rights reserved 2021
Before leaving for the firework show…
I found out that you died
All my friends said, “Come on, let’s go”
I step aside and cried
They asked me what was wrong with me
I told them of your fate
Envisioning your compelling plea...
I just had to keep the date
I know how much you loved this day
Especially the firework show
You always brought a flag to sway
And a festive horn to blow
I watched the show aside the charming moon
Thoughts of you filled the time
Your passing was far from opportune
You were in your prime
I gazed at the elaborate showing
The best I’ve ever seen
I expected to see far less glowing
Since city funds are lean
Then, I remembered, my dear friend
Where you are today
You must have got up there in time
WOW, what an array!
*****Dedicated to one of the best men I have even known,
Richard Dispenza (Sept. 16, 1952-July 4, 2011), my true pal forever.
RIP Coach D.*******
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