Sad Girl .
Her Momma dont care ,
Her daddys dad ,
Dont you feel the paine ?
Of course you dont .
You just dont get it ,
She walks down the street ,
No soul or color in her ,
Her skin is pale .
Everybody walks past her ,
Like she aint even there .
Tho so many tears rushed down her face ,
Nobody cares ,
Nobody looks at her .
She has no friends ,
No family to rely On .
But that doest matter right ?
Cause shes poor ?
Cause she stands out ?
Her only dream is for ONE friend .
Nobody wants her tho .
But she doesnt Mind it .
She knows well that someone will like her .
FOR HER .
Sad Girl .
I'm slipping away,
I'm losing control,
Losing the fight
To regain my soul,
My heart is scarred,
My body is numb,
I look in the mirror
And see what I've become,
Nothing. A nobody,
Just a waste of space,
Not worth thinking about,
Can easily be replaced.
I begin to think,
All hope is gone,
No one can save me,
I can't carry on.
I'm trapped inside myself,
In my own lonely world,
There's no denying,
I'm no longer that girl,
The girl who sees
Beauty all around,
The girl who laughs
And hardly ever frowns.
That frown is now frozen,
Proof of the new me,
An enemy of myself...
And that's all I'll ever be.
Deep dark shadows crawling from my mind i looked for love but its something i couldnt find
shallow water empty glasses hollow hearts and torn up faces darkened streets full of empty
people all feeling dead inside at the ones who have lied find me Im waiting for you
waiting for something to become true
Empty hollow girl alone without a smile empty hollow girl does'nt belong in this cruel
world searching her soul for the one who remains searching a dream for days empty hollow
little girl will make it one day but at whose price will she pay?
she made it through the darkened streets with a heart of steel wishing she could only feel
feel his arms around her tight
hoping for a shining bright light
but he never came so in the dark she will remain feeling once like she did all over again.
i look in the mirror and i see a girl i dont recognize i see pain in her eyes you can tell she has been hurt by hate
and lies i cant stop staring at her im paralyzed the girl in the mirror couldnt be me but i relized slowly that what i
have been holding in for so long is starting to take over me i am her i am her and she is me that is the girl that
only i can see the real side of me i am not who i seem to be look at my reflection and you will see that is me
The only way to express my way of hurt is to cut my arms, legs, n every part on my body....
i hurt so much form all the things ive been through.....u will never see the little girl u think i
am cause that little girl no longer exist... when she went into that room her inocense was
taken not by choice but becuase u tied me down.....i will never be albe to get that back n i
wish i could becuase i would have waited till i was ready i was only 6 yet u would never now
in that sick mind of ur's.... i cut to numb my body so i dont feel the pain i do..... thats why i
cut n sometimes more deep then usual.....
rain falls rain falls down
the girl walks in rain
inside she fills, fills and drowns
and she isn't going anywhere
tears fill tears fill eyes
the girl tries to hold on
she tries tries not to cry
and she is holding it in
he smack, he smacks her
the girl remains in silence
she's just, just a girl
and she can't cry tonight
I am a girl writing of my pain
a girl who likes crying in the rain....
I am a girl writing of my fears
a girl trying to simply hide my tears....
I am a girl wishing to live a life
a girl wishing not to live a live in this crazy pain....
A Girl Looking Through Glass
i don't know how to explain it,
the love i have for him,
it hasn't been long,
But i find myself falling for him,
But i slip through his arms,
For he doesn't seem to catch me,
He gives me signs,
but he doesn't act on them,
he tells his friends he loves me,
But i don't believe it,
Cause i never seem to receive,
his apparent text messages,
I'm quite confused,
For i don't wanna be used,
But yet i am invisible,
Even when i walk past,
I'm nothing more,
Than a girl looking through glass,
So I'll cast a wish upon a star,
For you to see,
See me, for me.