One slow motion jagged tear
found me after you left me here.
Its wetness sits still upon my face
as I stare at absolutely no place.
What I do live and what I dream
and all sundries fitting in between,
now struggle in a frenzied dance
passing thru, in and out, this circumstance.
My brain is mush circling a clueless groove.
Surely I need attempt an enlightened next move.
Acceptance failed to enter as you shut the door,
yet life as I knew it just quit being anymore.
I find I simply cannot find my identity.
Perhaps it left with you and my clarity.
I seek the fetal position to settle my shout,
but fail as foreign fear painfully moans out.
Took years upon years to grow the weeds
that saturated our passionate love seeds.
One, final quarrel for over's deed – over ... gone -
long did time hold this deed
to crush in a moment’s stampede.
So blurred is our delaying need -
I cannot quite feel to recall - -
was it fear urging we succeed?
Seriously, I've been thinking about this
whole genesis thing and there's that part
the one just before the start
that says something kind of sad...
It said that God was alone before they had
the idea to create Us and I was glad
to see that such a Verse was written.
This is the part of God I can see as Human.
Admittedly I've not read the book
but I did read that page and look
we all have our understanding
and we read just what we need. Right?
And I did in deed, over and again
see how sad this God had been
alone before there was even a When.
... Can you imagine?
What might have been seen
in the face of the waters Then
and in the greatest effort of Love
Imagination was created Above
because before We could be...?
I'm guessing...
God had to reach inside to see
Just and exactly, what and how
precious We, had to be.
Genesis
"Mirror Mirror is the Ball...."