Best Sorrygod Poems
I'm breaking down again.
My patience has worn thin.
I can't promise you anything.
It kills me that I can no longer do anything for you.
I'm watching you descend.
You're so broken.
I'm sorry for letting you down.
I just wish I could replace some of the mistakes that I have made.
I want to give you the devotion I believe you deserved.
I wish I could show you your worth.
I bury my face in my hands.
This isn't how I had it all planned out.
But now I'm helpless in all of this and I feel like I have betrayed you.
God I hate myself for allowing you to fall face first.
I wish I could have done so much more.
I just wish God would grant me another chance.
One more opportunity.
I pray for clarity.
I don't understand the meaning in this tragedy.
I feel you slipping away in a dream that I can't escape.
I have made so many mistakes.
You're blameless.
I can't take this.
I feel the tears fall.
I wish God would have taken me instead of you.
If I could I'd give you my all just to bring you back.
But you're slipping through the cracks.
As much as I try there's absolutely nothing I can do.
I'm sorry.
I wish I could look deep into your eyes and apoligize .
I'm sorry.
IF I could I'd give my life just to see you live another day.
The dreams began again, they just wont go away.
He is on top of me, more aggressive, everyday.
Twenty years ago, you would think I would forget.
The dreams come back, so soon depressions sets.
Every year the same the voices come back to talk.
They surround me everywhere I walk.
How do I explain my birthday is not happy it brings the past again.
Sixteen years old, a razor my only friend.
The nightmares remind me why I wanted to go away.
You never forget, even when pray.
"I just want to hang myself" to stop the voices inside.
Please God help me before I commit suicide.
I am contemplating, I have no where to turn to.
Please God help me, I am scared Ill see it threw.
I just want this thought to go away.
Could you send an angel my way.
Other things are on my mind as well.
But, right now is not the time to tell.
What is the point in life that causes us so much strife why dont we all just end our lives
a bullet to the brain would do it an aspirin to the heart would surely stop it I just cant
fathom to think a better way than to end the pain and what more pain can the afterlife
bring yet my children who will wipe away my children s tears for i am like a god in there
eyes and what if god committed suicide