Best Maladaptive Poems

And maybe tonight in feasting
I'll inhale the flavors of my meal
and exhale colors in the wind
I have not been chosen
beyond our understanding, it just is
It’s the quiet that scares me
so I'm a puppeteer of the shadows
Dancing near the light source
to feed my lonely
I breathe this...

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A hand full of bliss,
with life’s contentment, I 
woke up desolate....

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I unplug myself from reality;
Dissociate myself from everything.
Put my body on aeroplane mode
To go back to the daydreams and delusions
Just so I could feel something.
But when I return I always find everything shattered 
And so I try to pick everything up 
And get back on...

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Everyone was begging me to do something about my anxiety.

So I got into meditation.

So I mediate every day.

It was all on them.

Then it was all mine.

Forever, all mine.

As sad as it is,

It gets less daunting over time.

And more like- 

This is heavenly.

And more like-

I will...

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