Best Confusioncare Poems
A windy summer day
Colored by the bright yellow hays
As if inviting the mind to go astray
To a place where it prefers to stay
This swirling thought of mind
And the feeling that goes unwind
Can I keep this mellowness as mine?
Or should I let it be declined?
I know not what the designation
Of the feeling I come to encounter
Is it love, care or affection?
For that I have no answer
Hail the wind that sweeps my hair, the sun that brushes my face
I care not for what the word or phrase
For the heart wave I come to sense
Is nothing like a fake pretense
Rumor has it
that she is a monster
she cheats on her boyfriend
with her ex lover.
rumor has it
that she feels no remorse
she never feels horrible for the uproar she causes
she is empty inside.
rumor has it
that she never thinks of anyone but herself
she gets what she wants when she wants it
and never considers the consequences of yesterdays action.
rumar has it
that she cares about no one
that she is an emotionless robot
that she is selfish.
rumor has it
she doesnt care about rumors.
Reality Being
she has so much feeling she doesn't know how to handle
at night she cries herself to sleep knowing shes done so much wrong to everyone
she always thinks of what has happened between her and him
reality being
she hurts inside
no one ever can take away the pain shes caused herself and others
she loves him and she thinks thats all that should matter.
Reality being
shes as scarred as a Vietnam Vetran
she wishes she coud just be normal
she cares about everyone so mcuh
she doesn't know what the right desicion is
Reality being-
rumors arent always rumors
black isnt the same as white
there is many forms of truth and justice
and your heart can't lead you to the right choice.
A monster could have a bigger heart than a loving mom
this girl could care about them so much
yet no one asks
no one considers
they follow the rule what you see is what you get
no one dares to deliever
that who you are in the inside can't be seen from the outside
and not everyone is someone you should trust
just ask the girl with the broken heart
Some days i just want to disappear.
Im pretty sure no one would care
Some days feel like i want to end life
People with there put downs and
there teasing i hate it 14 years of it
I'm done! Some people say o your a
drama queen but if you been threw it
I'm pretty sure you feel the same
I try to be nice i try to help people in
need but what do i get back nothing i
just wish i could have one person to
trust and count on them when i
needthen but i guess i can't have
that. Right now i just sit here in the
dark alone thinking could things get
any worse now? I really wish i could
be gone but i stay for my brother and
sister they need me here to take care
them i just wish my mom was
here...i don't know what to do things
are geting worse for me my moms
getting sicker every day... I just need
some one but guess that's not
possible i wanna disappear for good!