Disappear

Some days i just want to disappear. Im pretty sure no one would care Some days feel like i want to end life People with there put downs and there teasing i hate it 14 years of it I'm done! Some people say o your a drama queen but if you been threw it I'm pretty sure you feel the same I try to be nice i try to help people in need but what do i get back nothing i just wish i could have one person to trust and count on them when i needthen but i guess i can't have that. Right now i just sit here in the dark alone thinking could things get any worse now? I really wish i could be gone but i stay for my brother and sister they need me here to take care them i just wish my mom was here...i don't know what to do things are geting worse for me my moms getting sicker every day... I just need some one but guess that's not possible i wanna disappear for good!