Best Apos Poems
My dream is open eyes that I have an Aladdin's lamp to destroy all the evil human and sow good stead trees...
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My dream is open eyes that I have a magic stick and turn and everywhere on earth into a paradise and Mark wings for children and sow smile for all ...
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My dream is open eyes that I have a law of attraction attracts all the evil thoughts and prevents it prevents disasters and all the mistakes and be good is the law and healing every disease...
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My dream is open eyes that we have a black hole makes us move around freely from country to country Without passports or Procedures and expenses...
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My dream is open eyes and i know a simple difference between reality and dreams. ...??
For the first time in years i pen something on a paper
Not a to do list or notes and no, not even a letter
For thr first time in years i express myself with words
For the first time in years i write something i don't deem beautiful but at least genuine
For the first time in years i admit am not okay nor happy
For the first time in years i question ky exist and purpose in life
For the first time in years am not afraid or death and the after life
For the first time in years I hate my ex for what she did to me
For the first time in years i admit poetry is like shelter for both the happy and broken
My words may not rhyme or are they mainstream but i assure you they're genuine and raw
For the first time in years i feel both happy and sad, confused and satisfied
Life is full of colors and for the first time in years i get to see colors that are not black or white
If you were only some kind of a place,
A beach perhaps, where I can stay all day and watch the sun sets.
Or
A mountain peak, where I can hike, spend the night and wait 'till the sun rises.
If you were only some kind of a place,
You will be my favorite destination.
And
I wouldn't mind travelling alone just to reach you.
If you were only some kind of a place,
I wouldn't be afraid to tell the world
that you are my happiness and my solace.
No matter how far and steep the road is.
No matter how dangerous the journey can be.
Each travel is worth the venture just to get to you.
If you were only some kind of a place.
2016-03-11
I see other girls tag themselves as the girls you mom warned you about
See they're so right because they aren't like me
See they can not reach my standard
To reach me they need to spout
Because I was taught
Taught by my mom
And that,that makes me the girl your mom tells you about
The girl that your mum wishes you could bring home
See I am that kind of girl
I may not wear flowers on my head
As they do in the pictures
But my character depicts that of a rose
Now that makes me a flower myself!
My character smells of a great fragrance
All fragrances come from flowers
Because all fruits start to grow as flowers
I may not have the big eyes like they have
But I have the eyes to see when danger is coming
And I have eyes to see through and discern people
The eyes that see dirt and clean it<
The eyes that see beyond sea
I am that girl that your mum dreams about
I am that girl that your mum wishes you could
Have
I am that girl
I'm a Christian,but
Lord,what's up?
I feel like he'll
Just can't get enough
Lord,I know your love
Came in my life
From heaven above
I'm a Christian,but
This morning I
Just don't feel like
Dats enough
This morning I've felt
Abused misused
Since I was little
And as an adult today
I've been misunderstood
I'm a Christian,but
It hurts sometimes
Not feeling like
What Christ said we're worth
Yes I'm a Christian and He
Continuously blesses me
Yet waking up as a Christian
I woke up feeling empty
Yes I know I'm His Child
That He is King
But I still feel like
There's something missing
I keep attaching myself to
To unsaved females and
Unsaved men who want
Nothing to do with what
God promised to me
From heaven,but they
Keep seeing to try
And destroy it
I'm a Christian,but my earthly life has been in trouble
Even though Prophets
Have spoken God's double
I obey Him inspite of how
I may feel
Is it me,hell,or NYC
That's against me?
*The Passionate Shepherd's Final Plea To His Love* ( my version of the conclusion, ) inspired from " The Passionate Shepherd To His Love" and " The Nymphs Reply To The Shepard" by Christopher Marlowe and Sir Walter Raleigh
I never spoke rivers seize to rage, nor denied disease of winter brings the flowers to fade, surely there will come nights that our home be plaqued with cold, and indeed Father Time ensures our bones will grow old...
How can I promise you truth in every shepherd's tongue, when I am the only one? However everlasting youth is quite possible, if you look past your worldly presumptions of love...
Tangible were never thy cap nor kirtle, neither beds of roses nor gown or anything embroidered in myrtle, merely metaphors my love, in attempts to swoon, for all I can truly offer you, are all my remaining suns and moons...
From behind a wall of protection you stand, armed with daggers of doubt that you throw at each man, who ever so tries to untie a layer of twine, that you've entraped yourself under meant to be there for all time...
But if from behind that wall you've built ,my love, you are not compelled to move, your heart I'm afraid, it will wither and die, and you'll never know of any love..
So come live with me and be my love, and all that has left my lips, I'll prove, together we'll build a foundation, and watch it grow under golden hues...
You've never heard laughter, like that of a child's echoing through the hills, so welcoming that from miles, birds will flock to perch upon our windowsills
What say you my dear precious? from that stubborn wall shall you be moved? Or shall I knock down each brick until my last dieing breath to ask once more to come be my love....
Dear mom and dad, you told me I was your treasure
My heart quivers to ask you, why did you leave me to break under the pressure?
A worthless, wretched, withered flower, that was I
nonetheless, I always did my part
I dreamed of your embrace, wished for a little praise; yet your groans and snide remarks
Only shattered what was left of my heart
I was an dirty, filthy mattress, in desperate need of cleaning
Struck with wooden bat, each night, as i'd yelp
Your scoldings, your beatings, your old leather belt
It hurts to say, they never really helped
Dear lover, my love was true
It hurt to know, love was just a game for you
My heart was a mere counter on the board
It would suffer turns and turns just to get to you
My veins were the lonely pathways
My blood still reeks of all the sorrows you've put me through
Life is a prison
All doors shut tight, I'm captured in a chain
There only ever is one escape
I never wished to stop living, I only wished to cease the pain
Tonight, as the clock strickes midnight
My foot will caress the chair, I'll count till three
I died a long time ago
But tonight, I'd finally be free
Goodbye, beloved, father and mother
I hope one day you'd realize what these words meant
Signing off, Yours truly,
A descendent, a progeny, a lover, a disappointment
Dear mom and dad, you told me I was your treasure
My heart quivers to ask you, why did you leave me to break under the pressure?
A worthless, wretched, withered flower, that was I
Nonetheless, I always did my part
I dreamed of your embrace, wished for a little praise; yet your groans and snide remarks
Only shattered what was left of my heart
I was an dirty, filthy mattress, in desperate need of cleaning
Struck with wooden bat, each night, as i'd yelp
Your scoldings, your beatings, your old leather belt
It hurts to say, they never really helped
Dear lover, my love was true
It hurt to know, love was just a game for you
My heart was a mere counter on the board
It would suffer turns and turns just to get to you
My veins were the lonely pathways
My blood still reeks of all the sorrows you've put me through
You left; as i struggled to survived with all my might
You left; with nothing but a shoddy rope and a rusty dagger by my side
Life is a prison
All doors shut tight, each moment I become less and less sane
There only ever is one escape
I never wished to stop living, I only wished to cease the pain
Tonight, as the clock strickes midnight
My foot will caress the chair, I'll count till three
I died a long time ago
But tonight, I'd finally be free
Goodbye, beloved, father and mother
Thank you for letting me die, thank you for not being aware
Signing off, Yours truly,
A descendent, a progeny, a lover, your worst nightmare
Such effort to write, when you wouldn't even read it, would you?
Pools of blood splattered on the floor, your ugly heart falling out, you couldn't watch as you disintegrate, could you?
Scraping your eyes, tearing your throat while you scream silently, motionless on your bed
After all, one can't really be convicted for murder when the murderer is already dead
MY GREATEST REJECTION
You lied to me
You pushed me
Capitalized with my weakest points
For through trust I let you see those too
You knew my greatest fear was rejection
You then used that against me by
Concerning me till I forgot my own principles
Saying words that would penetrate so deep
I swear even the sharpest knife does not go that far
You made me believe you were more of a friend than an enemy who's only here to take and not give.
I would meekly accept your tormentors
Doings purely because I was scared you'd reject me
You would hurt me
And later that day you sweet talk...
Using the same mouth you used to exert
Words sharper that a sword
Though I knew it was lies
I'd let you tell them to me
They made me think you won't
Reject me, you would patronize me
You had a way of softening me
I knew it but I knew I'd rather be fooled
That rejected for you sugercoated your acts of you fooling me
I knew I wouldn't stand seeing you
Happy with someone else
I knew that would be worse than
The lies you tell me
Little did I know that you even after
So much anguish you would
Still walk away
I had immaturely thought you'd
Owe more than this
I was callow cause I even thought
You constantly lied cause you cared!
It doesn't matter anymore
You've wrecked me up
What more can I fear
What else will I cry for
YOU HAVE REJECTED ME!
Lord I feel senses of a 2 FACED SPIRIT
And it hurts
It made fun of me at Julio's Place
But it didn't cut me as deep
As your Holy Word
A Two-edged sword
I saw it look into the eyes of another
Enemy
Cover me because hell's work is not like the work you finished at Calvary
Lorf,this two-faced spirit has been lying to me ever since
For I see the other hater that it hangs With
LORD JESUS I pray that you cover me from all malice
We live in lying world against you
That is also jealous
I dont really care
how much you're missing me
you seem to just cant see
that i am over you
I dont really care
how much you cry at night
it gives me such delight
that you're no longer with me
I used to love you so
i just could not let you go
but you broke my heart in two
and im no longer missing you
i dont really care
what you have to say to me
because ive healed you see
and now im moving on
you've been calling me too much
Think your heart is out of touch
with the words your mouth had said
so find yourself another bed.
i dont really care
how sorry you are now
I just dont give a cow
for your apologies
I see other girls tag themselves as the girls your mom warned you about
See they're so right because they aren't like me
See they cannot reach my standard
To reach me they need to spout
Because I was taught
Taught by my mom
And that, that makes me the girl your mom tells you about
The girl that your mum wishes you could bring home
See I am that kind of girl
I may not wear flowers on my head
As they do in the pictures
But my character depicts that of a rose
Now that makes me a flower myself!
My character smells of a great fragrance
All fragrances come from flowers
Because all fruits start to grow as flowers
I may not have the big eyes like they have
But I have the eyes to see when danger is coming
And I have eyes to see through and discern people
The eyes that see dirt and clean it
The eyes that see beyond sea
I am that girl that your mum dreams about
I am that girl that your mum wishes you could
Have
I am that girl
New beginnings can make u feel happy or sad
New beginnings can be good or bad
New beginnings can be hard at first
New beginnings get easy over time
When something old ends
Something new begins
When one life ends a new one begins
Don't lose hope when things finish
All it means is a new begin
When love ends
A new love begins
New beginnings are just around the corner waiting to begin...
I'm sorry it's my body and my boundaries
Am sorry I respect myself
Am sorry am preserving myself
Am sorry I take my time
Am sorry i don't want to be rushed
Because I know I'll be crushed
Am sorry you're out of my league
Am sorry am choosy and I want the best for me
Am sorry am not the crazy dirty girl of this age
Am sorry I can't be like those sluts you watch on t.v
Am sorry I seem so slow
Because guess what I can't stoop that low
Am sorry I don't fit in
Because am not of this place
Am of a higher ground
Am sorry I'm a child of a king
And I have to carry myself like a princess
Am sorry my body is priceless
Am sorry I deserve much more and you're less
But you know what?
Am not sorry for all that
You've got to deal with it
Because I have a greater relationship to protect
Because I'm betrothed
To a sweet man that wrote me a love letter using his own blood!
How priceless!
So don't expect me to choose you over him
Because you can never reach his standard
So deal with it!
Am NOT sorry!
Hearts so strong yet can be broken into a millions parts
Hearts get hurt by darts of pain
Hearts are filled with love,happiness and pain
Hearts love unconditionally
Hearts love happily and sometimes painfully
Hearts love wildly and can't be tamed
Hearts love freely and can't be chained
Hearts are red like fire and mine is burning with desire...