#Was_just_a_fling
How confused am I now , when both my mind and heart presents a different version, to my sense, as I struggle to draw sense and understanding from this matter but there are just so many blanks and gaps, there's no coherent patches of my clearity as they are dispersed, I wish I could say yes but this just don't soaks in
no attachments! Why am I sensing roots underneath my heart, what's this collision of waves and frequencies, my body and mind catches, when a stroke of you flashes to my thought. Please don't tell me, I'm caught up in my own abnormalities, I wanna believe that but theres just too many uncertanities, blocking way to my acception, I wanna say yes but the 'no' in me, keeps changing the meaning of 'yes'
I wanna be honest but there's no honesty in denial, I wanna forget but that thought serves as a lid to my thoughts, then how could I, I wanna accept but then I don't understand, maybe I'm dripping, myb I'm illucinating, maybe that's the efffect of this confusion in me, this imbalance, this attachment, these roots, maybe it was just fling
#Poetic_Ink
Categories:
acception, beautiful, crazy, for her,
Form: Free verse
i feel like i am walking on water
i always accept an offer of contentment in peaceful places
i am drawn to all that is ignored, taken for granted, and unaccepted
for i am their twin and they give the love that i give them
i find it so groovy and that it bends my mind to experience the authenticity of its original roots
the flavor is similar to peppermint happiness
the savoring is like a gentle snowfall on a monday
on said water, i sway freely with no hint of worry
the freedom within the vibe is like music on a slow movin' sunday
all that is missing is nothing but you and your lavendar vanilla scent
i say a small prayer for true natural beauty
like a stroke of paradiddle perfection, there you are.....
so beautiful to the touch.....my perfect day is now complete and confirmed
Categories:
acception, growing up, growth,
Form: Free verse
The wind beneath my wings, the power of love
Eyes that twinkle like stars, a heartwarming smile
Free as a beautiful bird such as a lovely dove
Holding you closer even though your away for awhile
You are what makes my everyday brighter
Worries and stress on my shoulders are lighter
Glowing every time the sun touches your skin
My every and only acception each day
Towards the end of the day your the one I truly love
Your love is my strength that helps me stand tall with pride
Categories:
acception, love,
Form: Enclosed Rhyme
We were friends at first
this, i know
I never wanted to fall so fast
now i can't seem to let go.
I know you're already taken
you have a girl to call your own,
but can't you make an acception
leave her to be alone.
I know this is hard for you
and i'm not making it any easier,
but she has hurt you time and again
I can't let you forgive her.
We had so much fun together
it was as if it were the beginning,
I truly thought we were getting somewhere
that i wouldn't end up with nothing.
You said you wouldn't hurt me
that things would turn out fine,
I never thought I'd envy you
for wasting all my time.
That day you looked me in the eyes
and told me it wasn't real,
that was the day i shut down
and forgot how to feel.
I miss you most days
I hate you the rest,
I cry every now and then
i hope it was for the best.
Categories:
acception, lost loveday, me,
Form: Rhyme
Is it okay if I ask you one more time?
Is it just my senses,
Or are we falling?
Insanity is not just a state of mind,
It's a sense of being,
And my melted strings handle it well.
Love is a metaphor for acception;
Accept things for what they are,
And you may feel the mordant power
Of the Maiden in Her virgin spring,
For She loves madly!
Saddle the beast of Hope.
Does he throw you to the hot, red dirt?
Does he kill you?
He has killed me more than once.
Acrid sensuality has no place in this doughty soul!
I am not a fool to love insomuch as the daisy loves her needed sun,
But again,
I only fool myself,
For it is I and I alone
Who has learned to accept even the most unacceptable.
Categories:
acception, devotion, forgiveness, imagination, introspection,
Form: I do not know?