Heart Broken

We were friends at first this, i know I never wanted to fall so fast now i can't seem to let go. I know you're already taken you have a girl to call your own, but can't you make an acception leave her to be alone. I know this is hard for you and i'm not making it any easier, but she has hurt you time and again I can't let you forgive her. We had so much fun together it was as if it were the beginning, I truly thought we were getting somewhere that i wouldn't end up with nothing. You said you wouldn't hurt me that things would turn out fine, I never thought I'd envy you for wasting all my time. That day you looked me in the eyes and told me it wasn't real, that was the day i shut down and forgot how to feel. I miss you most days I hate you the rest, I cry every now and then i hope it was for the best.