Your Victory Shout Hushed

How it feels to be in my shoes,
Humming softly the sacred blues
Of yesterday's tomorrow
And its saturated sorrow 
Because it's okay to cry your heart out
When it shatters into shards of drastic doubt 
You know what I'm talking about, don't play stupid and pout 
I catch you in my net like trout...so watch out and let it all out - your victory shout
But I love you, but truly wanna be free
I hate you, so leave me be that's my only plea
Wouldn't you agree?
Wouldn't you like to flee?
Would you be willing to break free?
Are you willing to be unchained from captivity?
Accept me except when I lose touch of you
Reject me not except when I am unfaithful too...
Ooooooh oooh oooooh
Mmmm mmmm mmmmm
I see you crystal clear
I have no single fear 
I am full of cheer, dear
Though I still fear the worst for you or I hope the best for you
Let above love appear out of the vermillion skies of vivacious, gracious you shine anew 
Ooooh oooh oooohhhhh
Mmmm mmmm mmmm

You, alone, are my darling devil 
You, alone, are good and evil 
I made you angeled eggs to bring you light from above 
But instead you shed your innocent, yet unconditional love...
Unchanging love...
Unpredictable love...
Because I want you with or without me
I crave your elegant glee and are my lovely tree 

Unbearable thoughts barreling through my head
Giving me loads of dread and I'm a book left unread 
I am the hardened bread in the trash instead 
You, alone, can puff me up with passionate joy
You, alone, have made me a worthless toy...
Now, what am I to do now that I'm a heartbroken boy?
You, alone, can be my remedy of relief
You, alone, can be the cure to my grief
Because of you, my temporary highs don't easily wear off
Because if you are here, life would be less tough and I build skin that's rough 
I'm strong 
Cuz I belong
I long 
To be on your tongue 
And on your mind, swinging along 
All alone, all along or maybe I'm the one in the wrong 
Oooooh oooooh ooooh
Mmmm mmmmm mmmm

I, alone, in solitude's riveting realm
You, alone, love to torture me so well
We, alone, face feelings that overwhelm
Me, alone, can see right through your pain that dwells in your shell
Desiring the flames of flourishing faith in your precious heart 
Your drums of enlivening rhythm and optimistic beats uplift my soul from the start 
Safe and sound in my muse 
The time I've had with you I does enthuse and it does amuse 
So don't accuse me of having no sense of humor 
Cuz I am a loser in winner's clothing
Cuz I am a lover, marinated in loathing 
Satisfy me with your hatredless zeal 
Gratify me with your ability to heal
The wounds I have on my skin
And the scars from deep within 
Wondering...wandering...
Wandering...wondering...
Pondering where you've been
Where have you been?
Where have you been?
Here it goes again...
My happiness paper thin
I'm a dolphin without his fin
And you fight off the battles with your night and then...
You claim my heart of stone and you fill me up whenever I am an inkless pen
I'm a lion in his den
I don't know when
You'll lead me in your light of delight
I was under a rock, but I'm alright
Oooooh ooooh ooooohhh
Mmmm mmmm mmmmm

You, alone, are my darling devil 
You, alone, are good and evil 
I made you angeled eggs to bring you light from above 
But instead you shed your innocent, yet unconditional love...
Unchanging love...
Unpredictable love...
Because I want you with or without me
I crave your elegant glee and are my lovely tree 

Unbearable thoughts barreling through my head
Giving me loads of dread and I'm a book left unread 
I am the hardened bread in the trash instead 
You, alone, can puff me up with passionate joy
You, alone, have made me a worthless toy...
Now, what am I to do now that I'm a heartbroken boy?

Copyright © | Year Posted 2015



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