Your Lies

This is the third time you’ve messed with my head I don’t know why I allow these tears to shed You told me you loved me and it was forever Now it seems it don’t matter that we’re not together A year into our marriage you said you were done I knew the new road was not going to be fun Then 3 months later you said it was a mistake That point I was pumped and my heart did wake Now for a third time you have broke my heart I should have known it was to good to be true at the start You said I do during our vows and that was our day Now 2 years in your trying to tell me you’re not gay Each time though you tell me it’s because it’s a sin Why is it that religion always has to get the win You still say you love me, but your not in love with me I wish the pain inside me you could see Just like guys did to you, you played me like a game I’m learning every damn relationship for me is the same You broke my heart, not once, not twice, but three times I would have done anything at the drop of a dime You pulled out my heart, stomped on it, and threw it out Still you don’t seem to care even through my silent shout My obsession with death I’m learning why it’s there Cause everyone I love doesn’t really care They have their fun and they leave Because they can’t fully believe