Your Eyes In Search Of Illusion

I am tired Waiting to get you Hoping to get your love A drop of your eyes in search of illusion Do you really don't understand anything Or pretend to understand I didn't want much Just to get a little closer Just to feel a little Just want to be yours a little But you are elusive You keep your distance from me Put up an invisible wall As if my existence is not important to you Do you know that you're hurting me My inside is slow on the weight of this neglect Slowly breaking down Who says once look back Could read all my pain stories But you don't want to see.