Your Breaking the Girl
Twisting and turning
Colliding with in myself, cause of the thought of you.
Cause of the thought of you, I have to fight my inner demons,
slashing at me; with my own nails; bent and scorch,
by the heat of my imagination...because of the thought of you.
Your feelings are burning
Is it just me?
Is it just me, and me only with this desire, when I look at you.
Do you feel this too?
This feeling I can't describe, but I know I must deny,
for I can't consent, if the structure that we built will hold...
Or are you seeing me, as I see you,
and are willing to let it crumble...
But not on top of us, but beneath us,
where we could both lay and bask upon each other.
You're breaking the girl
Pain
Bliss
Harsh
Gentle
I can feel you
But I am so lost
So much going on in just one push
into opening this door
for me to explore
and you gave me the key to enter
I can feel you
She meant you no harm
Did I rush this on you?
I didn't rush this did I?
You wanted it too right?
...why do you cry?
Was it too much?
I felt o so much
o so much
o so much...
was it too much for you?
please don't cry
please don't cry...
Think you're so clever
I thought...
I thought you wanted this...
But now...
I'm not sure what I feel...
What is this all I feel...
I feel every thing at once...
But...
Mostly...
I'm so confused...
I thought I knew...
What were we doing...
But now you must sever
Could I just look into you, look into you,
as you were watching me before, above you.
So unsure you watched me above you.
Wanting like I did, yet cursing as soon as it was done,
yet, still needing me to finish, yet wanting it to end.
Yet...
Still needing me to finish.
You're breaking the girl
Please, please, please, stop trembling.
Please, please, please...
I'm holding you tight, I'm unsure,
but every things going to be alright.
...Your holding me too...
I know I came too soon, but you let me enter you,
and we both thought we were right,
but we're still just on the ground,
when we both tried to reach for the sky
and we reached to far and burned our hands,
but together we'll heal...
we'll be alright...
He loves no one else
Are you tired?
I just want to sleep,
just right here next to you...
you've calmed down...
just want to stay...
here...
with you.
"Twisting and turning
Your feelings are burning
You're breaking the girl
She meant you no harm
Think you're so clever
But now you must sever
You're breaking the girl
He loves no one else"
-RHCP
Copyright © Jessica Arteaga | Year Posted 2010
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