You'Ll Regret Doubting Me

You think what I do is a joke Some kind of elaborate hoax Never understanding what goes on Barely looking further than skin deep I bury my feelings Hidden under the surface, bleeding While I’m trapped inside my mind You assume everything is just fine I keep things private No worries from everyone else Secrets never uncovered Tears never spilled When things finally explode You’ll dying be alone I’ll be rising from the flames This was never a game Life isn’t a gamble I don’t want to waste it Things you said were bad, I find perfectly good I never needed to be fixed I may see dark as light and wrong as right But I am more than you could ever be Don’t take me down with you I’m making more changes as you drag that last ragged breath Smiling as if I actually feared death Life is better now that I’m free People are happy and secure And too late realize all long that I was never weak