You Were My Everything

You were torn away from me I held you close but still it happened You will always be close to my heart But I will never again hold you Hold you tightly in my arms Every morning I wake and reach for you But my hands only encounter air Then reality returns and the tears fall The tears just keep coming Maybe one day I will get over the loss of you You were everything meaningful in my life But for now I will just hold the memories close Hold them close as the tears stream down my face You were my everything and I miss you with all my heart Why were you taken from me My happiness ended in the blink of an eye It felt like my heart was ripped from my chest My life feels empty without you I no longer feel the joy you filled me with I am lost without your love There is a hole in my heart A hole that only you could fill But with you gone it only grows Grows slowly until finally it will leave nothing I know you would never want me sad But I can never be happy without you You were my reason to live And without you I feel like dieing You would hate if I gave up on life But my life ended the day you were taken from me How can you want me to keep living without your love You took my love of life with you And it will never return because it was you You were my joy, and pain, and love You were my past, and present But you can no longer be my future You were supposed to be my future You were supposed to hold me close Hold me and tell me everything would be fine Who will do that now Who will kiss away my tears Who will banish my darkest fears No one can ever fill this hole you left I never wanted any one else to fill it I only wanted you But that's impossible now And it always will be