You Found Me

Feeling under pressure Lost a little by pleasure Due to what I did on my leisure I’m sorry, God, I let you down for sure Dealing with the side effects now…right now.. I’m the one that’s a horrible individual anyhow I can’t keep it all inside One of these days, It’s going to bubble back up And it’s going to overflow… Like this guilt…this guilt… Lord, am I strongly built? I knew you were troublesome from the start I knew you were the one that tore me apart I knew better than to trust you with my heart I knew you were quite a darksome piece of art I committed so many nasty sins…I committed so many abominable sins It’s not even funny anymore… I try to forgive myself, but it’s as difficult as walking on needles and pins It leaves me breathless and sore… I’m sorry…I apologize greatly…I really do, Father of truth I gave in to the Father of lies… I gave in to the heartless goodbyes I am like rotten teeth that doesn’t have a healthy tooth I lost it all in vain – It feels like it at least Am I really sane? I am this hideous beast… Without his beauty… Without his eternity… I am shaken to the core…to the core… Who is there for me to simply adore? Think of me as you spend your days Away from me…doing your own ways I pray I don’t lose my faith today…what can I say? Keep me in your prayers day by day I’m crying out tremendously for something more I want to be a success just like everybody else… I’m trying to be stronger than what I was before I know, on my leisure time, I did wrong...sin sells… Keep me in your prayers day by day I was addicted to sick desires that lead me astray I love You…I don’t show it enough, that’s true I hate Satan for all he has done and will do… Feeling under pressure Lost a little by pleasure Left unsure as usual, what’s new? Left unsure as a fool…time wasted and its consequences seem cruel… But, actually…honestly… It’s somewhat fair… Free me and you’ll see That I have so much wisdom and experience to share… Nothing compared to Christ though Send me happiness when I’m low I’ve fallen deeper in trouble, I dare say I’m calling for You, but no answer or any cure… My prayers and cries, please don’t delay I’m looking around for You…I will surely endure… You found me, Lifted