You Don'T Understand

I don’t think you will ever understand. 
I see that you want to and I try, but even though I am not broken I wouldn’t want to lie.
When I tell the truth people don’t always notice and then when I don’t no one seems to care. 
I have so many problems, but somehow I make my life seem perfect. 
It’s not. 
My life will never be perfect and neither will I.
My past has flaws beyond comparison.
I must stay positive because I refuse to lose my will to accomplish.
I struggle to express my emotions because I don’t have time.
They all go into the little box in the back of my mind and then all come out at once. 
My emotional outbursts confuse me because I can rarely explain why I’m upset, but then I realize that I have been detaching myself from the world for far too long.
Sometimes I feel like I don’t care, but then other times I feel like I would never give up a chance to help someone.
I guess it’s because I confuse myself that I think no one else will ever understand me.
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Breidenthal Avatar
November 13, 2017 at 10:15 PM
Can definitely relate to these sentiments, Grace. I like your raw, honest heart. An open heart is not necessarily a vulnerable one. Keep writing down those inner thoughts! It can be healing and lead to new discoveries about ourselves. Always, Laura
Wagler Avatar
November 15, 2017 at 1:52 AM
Your comments are almost like poetry in themselves! As always, thank you for the kind words. It really encourages me to keep writing from the heart. Love~Grace
Turner Avatar
June 11, 2017 at 8:20 PM
Ah, but intrigue and curiosity always keeps them coming back. Welcome to reality, Grace:)
Wagler Avatar
June 12, 2017 at 8:41 AM
Very true Daniel. Thank you for the comment, I appreciate it.
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