Yesterday I Lived Today I Died

I spread my broken down wings and fly So minded high when Im so dam low that I cry Im living around hurtful people so much it makes me think suicide You see the pain written line after line You can honestly see the tear drops fall down from the eyes Pain so deep a sucker like me can always realize Realize the pain inside a hearts truth so much that it seems like a lie Everyday is is certain do or die When all is said and done atleast I can let me people know that I tried So someone tell me something different on this crazy road in which I ride Everywhere I run It still seems like an addict like me can't hide I do what I do in forms written in rhyme Living a young crazy life trying to get out a life a crime I know that Im still young but it feels as if I am running out of time I almost went out twice that should be a life changing sign Yeah I like to laugh yet I wouldn't know what it would be if I wasn't crying I keep crying when Im laughing that the feelings collide All because yesterday I lived and today I died